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It hit me my second year of middle school... my chest it burned my anxiety went into over drive, to avoid it all I did was hide in the bathroom and cried... until I looked down and I saw feminine hands, I also noticed I had breast. I stood up and just saw a feminine figure starting back at me. I screamed as I fell back nobody noticed, when I fell I passed out. Luckily lunch period was still going on and I had woken up to see myself my normal self "this has to be a dream right", I said out loud. Then I walked back into the hallway all I heard was
"Loser", one girl said to her friend as she glared at me and quickly turned back to her friend
"Silver boy" another student said

My chest started to burn again... this time I noticed more than that my hair got a bit longer, I noticed my surroundings even more. My breath more shallow, I couldn't wait to go home.

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I finally made it home after practice, I came in and threw my bag down and went to find my mom who was in the kitchen. My chest still sore from whatever is happened earlier, once I found my mom I cried and cried. "Kou what's wrong " my mother asked in a kind supportive voice as she looked at her once was son now a daughter " Kou....", she dropped her spoon in shock, she must have been in horror to see me but she didn't show it. " Mom I don't understand either all I know is that I got anxious and then this happened." Next thing I know is we are in the car driving to the doctors office. Once at the doctors office we got checked in and I never was this scared to be at the doctor in my life. They ran some test, my blood seeing it in the vial like that made me want to puke. We left and the next day which thankfully I didn't have to go to school I lounged around the house as a female because of the storm that blew threw so my anxiety was pretty high. I hated it I felt so awkward and weird, I didn't even look at myself and I tried to avoid showering at all cost. I never in my entire life would have dreamed that this would happen and of course to all people it had to be me.

About a week of turning into a girl on and off I get put on medication for this its basically a testosterone shot I have to do three times a day or if my anxiety is acting up even worse four to five times. I hate it, the pain is so much at first I almost wince with the first two shots which being a twelve year old having to do this by yourself in the boys bathroom at school is kind of scary. I would have never thought that. I just want to be normal again but sadly it will never happen.
Now being a third year at Karasuno High school and now the co- captain of the volleyball team what could go wrong right well a lot.
Hey y'all authors note: next chapter will be out next week.

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