The Light // L.S

The Ferris Wheel.

Louis' P.O.V

*wake up alarm starts ringing*

Fuck. I didn't wanna wake up yet. I didn't wanna go to school. I was dreaming about something before that wake up alarm. I was happy in the dream. It was a good feeling to be happy, I wasn't happy that often. I wanted to but there wasn't much to be happy about.

    Zayn was still sick, witch meant another day at school all alone. Wasn't looking forward to that. And tonight, Eleanor was dragging me to the amusement park with her tonight. Every year this time, there was kinda party for all the students in Doncaster. This was my third year going there. It was pretty much same every year; going to rollercoasters after eating too much ice cream and cotton candy. I always ended up feeling sick and throwing up. I didn't really wanna go there this year because Zayn wasn't able to come and I didn't wanna be with Eleanor. She was probably forcing me to be with her and her friends. But to be honest, I didn't have anything else to do, so I decided to go anyway. Maybe I'd meet someone new, who knows.

     I finally got up and opened my window. It was pretty cold outside, but it wasn't raining anymore. It was just foggy. I saw my mom getting into her dark-red Mercedes - it was new and clean, I liked it - and driving away.

     I put some random sweatpants on and headed downstairs. No one was home, as usual. I walked into the kitchen, the floors were cold and I hated that. I saw a note on the tablet saying -   

Morning Louis, there's some left over porridge in the fridge. Eat it for breakfast. Have a nice day at school.
                 Love, Mom

     I opened the fridge. I didn't really like porridge, not that kind of what my mom always made. I smelled it, eewww how can someone even eat that. I felt a bit sick so I just threw it into the bin. I hadn't eaten for three days now. Mom didn't even notice that; she was barely home. I didn't even feel the hunger anymore. I needed to lose weight, Eleanor always kept reminding me of the little tummy I had.

   

    I crabbed a class of water again. I didn't want to get dehydrated. I ran back upstairs and took my bag and a black hoodie. I checked my phone the first time for two days; no missed calls or messages. Well I feel so loved now. I walked back downstairs, took my coat and beanie and walked out of the house, locking the door. I always walked to school because I lived quite close to it.

    I arrived too school, trying my best to avoid Matt. I didn't know what was wrong with him, he never liked me. But he did like Eleanor. Maybe he was jealous and tried to hurt me so he could get Eleanor. He could have her really, I wouldn't mind but she hated Matt. He was such a bully.

    My first class was biology. Boring. The lesson was long and I almost fell asleep. Mrs. Smith yelled at me again. I had chemistry next. Didn't understand a shit about that.

"Louis, wait!"

Aargh it's Eleanor...

"Hi Eleanor."

"Hey we're going to the party together tonight, right?" she talked really quickly.

"Yeah-"

" So I was just wondering if it was okay if we went there with Alyson and Jessie? Cause we have planned it all and it's gonna be so much fun-