Soukoku Short stories

silently in love

Soft angsty

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No one was shocked with the power went out, knowing that a lightning bolt probably hit the power line. Raindrops smashing to the ground, as well as any other surface they can. Loud strikes of thunder, candles where lit so eyes could see in the dark.

It was so dark

Chuuya reached around for his doorknob, jumping slightly at the sound of thunder. His eyes burned with tears, tears of fear he was terrified. Once he got the door open, he hurried out of his room not caring to shut the door. He made his way down the hall, thanking the candles for the little light they held.

He found dazai's room, he opened the door walking in. Dazai was writing at his desk, his eyes moved over to chuuya with confusion.
" Do you need something? " Dazai asks
His room was full of light, all the candles and flash lights laid still in their place. Chuuya tensed up and looked at dazai, chuuya looked around the room thinking of an excuse.

Then the loud sound of thunder was heard, chuuya flinched and gripped his shirt tightly. He prayed dazai didn't see him flinche, chuuya looked at dazai and spoke in a quiet voice.
" I was bored and had nothing to do " Chuuya lied
Before dazai could say anything, chuuya went to his bed and sat on it. Throwing the blanket over himself, he wasn't cold but trying to hide all his jumps and flinches.

Dazai sighed
" Why can't you just go talk to someone else chuuya? " Dazai asked
Chuuya pulled his knees to his chest, another loud sound of thunder chuuya tried his best to hide it. Yet dazai already put two and two together, dazai pulled chuuya off his bed. Chuuya was shaking badly
" What's wrong? " Dazai asks
Seeing if chuuya would lie again
" I'm cold " Chuuya lied
Dazai was right chuuya would lie again,

Another strike of thunder, chuuya's eyes finally let the held back tears fall. Just like raindrops, they crashed to the ground and any surface they hit. Dazai's eyes widened just a little bit, chuuya stood there standing in front of him. A harsh wind pass through the window, blowing out all the candles. Knocking over flashlights turning them off, chuuya was pulled closer to dazai the ginger tried holding in his cries.

Dazai cupped chuuya's face, they couldn't see all that well. Even so dazai would do anything, to let chuuya know everything would be alright.
" Hey chuuya it's ok alright? " Dazai said
Chuuya sniffed and nodded, dazai stood up pulling chuuya into a hug. He knew how much, chuuya hated showing weakness.

Chuuya gripped at dazai's shirt, his body flinche anytime he heard thunder. Chuuya's eyes we're droopy, he was tired they made their way to lay down. Dazai put the blanket over them, creating a small fort for them. He use his phone, as a flashlight smiling at chuuya softly.
" You sleepy? " Dazai asked
Chuuya nodded
" It's going to be storming for awhile you know chuuya? " Dazai questioned
Chuuya looked at his hands, he was still shaking badly.

" I'm fine " Chuuya bearly got out
Dazai shook his head
" I was going to try and kill myself tonight but you just had to ruin it by being scared of rain " Dazai said
It was In a jokingly tone, chuuya looked up at dazai.
" I'm not scared of the rain!...." Chuuya said
Dazai chuckled
" Then why ar- " Dazai was cut off
Chuuya looked down, pulling his knees to his chest.

Hiding his face, as tears fell gently from his blue eyes.
"  It's loud and dark everything is pitch black until lighting hit something then the loud bangs of the thunder wind strong enough to brake down buildings.......im not scared of rain....you just never had to live through nights like these outside all by yourself " Chuuya says
Dazai stays silent, he looks down then back up to chuuya.

Dazai turns off his phone, he couldn't see chuuya but he knew. Chuuya kept silent, thunder after thunder chuuya didn't make a sound. That's when dazai realized, chuuya was so silent even if in front of you. You'd never know, was he foolish for keeping his fears silent?

Dazai turned his phone back on, chuuya was in tears his body shaking.
Dazai pulled the blanket down, they laid down dazai held protectively onto chuuya. Well chuuya hid himself in dazai chest, hours minutes they didn't know how much time passed. All they know is, they ended up falling asleep in the end.

Rain wasn't scary

It was still raining when they woke up, but it was soft rain gently falling down to hit a surface. Dazai opened his eyes, seeing the sleeping beauty next to him. A sweet smile, it fell across his face his eyes soft. He moved the hair, that was covering chuuya's face.

Chuuya's eyes fluttered open, he rubbed his eyes and looked at dazai.
" Good morning chuuya " Dazai said
They sat up
" Morning " Chuuya mumbled
Dazai pooked chuuya's cheek, chuuya looked at dazai confused.
" What is it? " Chuuya asked
" Let's go get some breakfast " Dazai said
Chuuya nodded they both got up, and went over to the dinning hall.

Chuuya looked at dazai who was walking ahead of him, keeping his feelings deep down inside he loved dazai. He would never say it, silently in love with dazai. They walked into the dinning hall, dazai went over to oda and ango. Chuuya on the other hand started feeling sick, food he didn't want it anymore.

All the hunger in him, just vanished he wasn't hungry anymore. He looked over at dazai, his heart screaming to be loved to show his love. Yet he kept silent, he wouldn't dare speak up about this love.

After all it was one-sided, dazai didn't like chuuya back. Chuuya's eyes teared up, he wanted to cry wanted to scream. However as always, he's silent hurting in silence never being heard. It was breaking him, how he so desperate wanted to let it out.

Silence took over

He walked out of the dinning hall, his eyes glued to the floor. He didn't eat at all, he didn't even try working as he would normally. His eyes never looking back, his body was fragile and weak all of a sudden.

When the storm hit at night, chuuya was silently stuck in fear. Dazai walked into chuuya's room, a flashlights in his hand so he could see. Chuuya was shaking, he let out so quiet sniffs and cries. You wouldn't know, not unless he showed you first hand.

Dazai shut his door, walking more into the room. Chuuya sat in his bed, knees pulled to his chest. Dazai sat in front of chuuya, his eyes softened and he smiled gently.
" You alright chuuya? " Dazai asked
Chuuya nodded even if he wasn't
" Your not telling the truth " Dazai said
Chuuya tightened his grip around his knees, his cries seemingly got louder.

As if knowing he was in pain, made it so much easier to hear him when he's silent. Dazai started humming softly, it was an tune to Edo a lullaby. Chuuya looked up at dazai, wiping his eyes to to try and stop the tears. Loud crash of thunder, chuuya jumped finding himself hugging dazai in fear.

Dazai chuckled softly
" It's going to be alright I'll make sure the thunder never hurts you " Dazai said
" Because that's what partners are for isn't that right chuuya? " Dazai questioned
Chuuya cried more, knowing he'd be nothing but a partner to dazai.

Silently in love

He cried and cried and cried, until his body couldn't handle it anymore. Shutting down to rest, chuuya's eyes shut gently and his body slowly went limp. Dazai hummed softly, he ran his fingers through chuuya's hair.

But how would he ever do that, if the storm got to Chuuya before he could. The gingers body wasn't moving, dazai was the one crying now. Storms he hated them, how could they just take Chuuya away. Why'd chuuya have to go,....dazai cried loudly because he wasn't silently.

Unlike chuuya....dazai wasn't silent,... He was loud and clear about things he wanted and cared for.

No more taking care of chuuya, because the storms wouldn't scare him again. How could they, when they took him. Before dazai got there.

Chuuya hated thunder and lightning, he hated thunder more then anything he was terrified of it.

He was terrified but silent......how would anyone know if he was silent?