Soukoku Short stories

sounds of love

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Did the wind have a sound, how about the flowers did anything have a sound.

That's all chuuya wondered, he never knew growing up. When his parents tried speaking, all he heard was nothing absolutely nothing.

That's when they found out he was deaf, he wouldn't be able to hear. He couldn't afford, hearing aids at the moment. He was homeschooled, well until he was able to get hearing aids.

That's was when he entered junior high, chuuya entered his classroom quietly. He was greeted by the teacher, who smiled softly at him.
" Hello chuuya I'm your teacher oda please introduce yourself " Oda said
Chuuya looked at oda, he wrote his name on the bord.
" Class this is our new student chuuya nakahara treat him as you'd treat your own friend with respect naturally " Oda said
He looked at chuuya
" You can take seat next to atsushi please raise your hand atsushi " Oda said

Atsushi rose his hand, chuuya walked over and sat down. Atsushi waved and smiled at him
" Hello I'm atsushi pleasure to met you chuuya hope we can be friends " Atsushi said
Chuuya nodded and smiled softly at atsushi

The class already knew chuuya was deaf, oda had told them the day before.

It might seem weird, but chuuya tried to memorize every voice. He could finally hear, and now all he wanted was to keep hearing. After class was over, no one really made an attempt to talk to chuuya.

Atsushi offered to eat lunch with him, chuuya followed atsushi to his friend group.
" Hey guys this chuuya he's new " Atsushi said
" Hello " Kunikida said
" How are you? " Yasano asked
Chuuya looked at her, he was going to say something but stopped himself.

He couldn't chuuya looked down, atsushi looked at chuuya and the yasano.
" He is mute.....hes deaf so he can't speak that well but he understands " Atsushi said
Of course many get the privilege of learning, but chuuya he was already late with that.

They nodded chuuya was tapped on his shoulder, chuuya jumped and looked behind him.
" You must be chuuya " A brown haired male said
Chuuya nodded
" Your pretty would you love to commit a double suicide with me? " The brown haired male asked
Chuuya looked at him confused

Kunikida hit him across the head
" Dazai knock it off " Kunikida said
Chuuya laughed softly at that, dazai smiled softly at chuuya.
" You finally let out a sound " Dazai says
Chuuya looks at dazai confused.
" You haven't made a single sound not even when getting items from your bag or moving your chair that's amazing you know like a ninja! " Dazai laughs out
Chuuya stares at dazai for a moment, before he laughs once again.

And with that chuuya made his first few friends

Soon months with by

Chuuya sat on dazai's bed
" Can you say my name? " Dazai asked
Chuuya froze and looked at dazai
" Just once I won't laugh I just want to hear you say it " Dazai says
Chuuya looks away, he shakes his head no.
" Come on please chuuya! " Dazai begs
Dazai signs to chuuya

Can you please

Chuuya stared at dazai's hands

I can't dazai

Chuuya signs back, dazai sighs deeply.
" I love you " Dazai says
Chuuya blinks he looked at dazai, with a surprised expression. Dazai smiled softly at him, chuuya looked away why'd he feel guilty?

He couldn't say it back

Chuuya started packing his things, he would finish his homework at his house. Dazai was confused, he looked at chuuya.
" What's wrong? " Dazai asked
Of course chuuya didn't respond, dazai kept talking to him. Then he was suddenly blocked out, chuuya took out his hearing aids.

Dazai stopped talking, his eyes widened justa little. Was chuuya mad at him, dazai watched as chuuya left.

Chuuya didn't go to school the next day, dazai was worried he really was. It was bothering him, what did he do wrong did he even do something wrong?

" Zai...azai.... Dazai! " Oda says
Dazai looks up, he was being stared at.
" Yes? " Dazai answers
" Pay attention please " Oda said
" Yeah right sorry " Dazai said
Looking at his work, he sighed deeply pushi6tge thought out of his mind.

Chuuya would come tomorrow right?

Chuuya did but he stayed away from dazai, which hurt dazai's feelings a lot. Atsushi looked at dazai, he frowned a little.
" He's not mad at you " Atsushi said
" How do you know? " Dazai asked
Atsushi smiled softly at dazai
" He told me when we were walking to school well... Texted me it " Atsushi said
Dazai sighed and looked down, chuuya was eating alone he didn't want that.

" Go eat lunch with him atsushi.....he's been alone long enough " Dazai said
Then walked away, atsushi felt bad for dazai. Nonetheless he went to eat with chuuya, who really wasn't expecting anyone to come to him.

" Hey chuuya " Atsushi said
Chuuya waved
Atsushi sat down next to chuuya
" You need to talk to him..... He's hurt because of it chuuya " Atsushi said
Chuuya looked away
" Chuuya " Atsushi said
Chuuya didn't respond, he didn't even look at atsushi. Maybe he was overreacting, or maybe he felt as if he needed more time.

" Chuuya you can't just get mad at someone for something they can't control it's not fair " Atsushi said
Chuuya didn't make a sound
" Until you make up with dazai.....im sorry but I can't hang out with you he's a good friend of mine and he comes first chuuya just talk to him " Atsushi said
Then got up and left, chuuya looked down and let out a sigh.

He threw the rest of his lunch out, he wasn't hungry anymore. After school ended, chuuya walked home alone. He was going to text atsushi, but remembered what atsushi had said.

For some reason, chuuya felt like crying. He felt as if, as if everything was silent. He absolutely hated silences, then he realized how dazai must of felt.
Guilt filled him he turned around, and started walking to dazai's house.

Dazai was hurt, and it was all his fault. All because he was mad, mad at the fact that he couldn't say something. Chuuya would damn himself, over and over and over again. Until he reached dazai's house, he knocked on dazai's door.

Dazai opened the door, he was surprised to see chuuya.
" What is it? " Dazai asked
Chuuya looked down, signing chuuya says.

I'm sorry

Dazai stares at chuuya
" Ok is that it? " Dazai asked
Maybe he was also mad at chuuya, Chuuya looked at dazai with eyes full of tears.
" I-....im sorry dazai! " Chuuya says
Not correctly not how anyone would say it. But does that matter, does needing to know how to say something matter? Of course not, as long as you understand.

As long as you know, why should that matter if you know? Dazai was surprised, but a smile formed on his face. Chuuya had been learning, had been trying. This whole time, and that's what's important.
" Chuuya....." That's all dazai's could say
Chuuya looked down, once again he signed.

I love you too