Love is a strong word (completed)

Chapter 5: Your Dieing Inside

After you and carl got into that argument you couldn't stop thinking about it. You were really worried about beth but you still couldn't forget carl. You leave a note for carl and beth and to the rest saying, "i couldn't take it anymore, the anger and sadness was getting to me, and carl i love you and beth i will miss you so much, to the rest, thank you so much for everything you all are my Family and i could never forget that love you all, love, y/n". After beth and carl read that the girl jasmine saw tears she asked what was wrong, "she left..." Carl tells her. "Oh carl im sorry i cant believe she just left like that! What a brat!" She says smirking. "SHE LEFT BECAUSE OF YOU!!!" He pointed the gun to jasmine. "Hey carl calm down!" Rick screamed. "NO DAD!! THE LOVE OF MY LIFE LEFT BECAUSE OF HER!!" Carl told rick, " No! Not just cause of her!!! But also because of you!! She thought you were no longer interested in her! SHE FELT WORTHLESS BECAUSE OF YOU TWO!" Beth screams while crying. "Yea carl! You were not longer interested!" Jasmine screamed to carl. "You need to get the hell out of here! Out of this prison! Before i put a bullet through your head!" Carl tells jasmine. Carl automatically goes looking for you. You were looking for a house to clear, while you were looking you stopped at the house where you and carl went on your first run together. You decided to spend the night there. You were crying all day because all you felt was pain, "im dieing inside" you tell yourself. You couldnt take it anymore. "Im done" you tell yourself so u get a knife and carve in the wall "IM STRONG" you smile at the wall. Then you tell yourself, "you know what?! Im not worthless! Im going to march to that prison and demand the girl to leave! She is not going to kick me out of my OWN FAMILY!". You go running to the prison and carl sees you. "Y/N!!!" Carl screams, "move!" You tell carl. The group is happy to see you and you go marching to the girl you punch her in the face and tell her to leave. She leaves the prison for good and goes on her own. "Hey y/n can i talk to you for a second? Pls?" Carl asks you, "what do you want carl!" You scream at him. "Im-im sorry i didnt mean to hurt you i lo-" you cut him off "LITTLE DID YOU KNOW HOW I WAS BREAKING INSIDE! WHILE YOU WERE SLEEPING! AND WHILE YOU WERE WITH THAT GIRL!" You say with your voice breaking. You start crying "carl.....you hurt me so bad! I would have NEVER! done that to you.....i love you carl. Since day one" you tell him and he starts crying of sadness "y/n your in my veins!!! And i cannot get you out!!! Because thats how much i love u!! I would have never!! Replaced you!" He tells you. "Then why did it feel like that carl?!" You tell him, it starts to rain, the group tells you guys to get inside but you two wanted to stay talking, "i dont know and im sorry!" Carl tells you. You two just stare at eachother then carl grabs you face and kisses you, the group can see you and carl kissing in the rain and Glenn had a camera, and he took a photo. "You will always be in my veins carl" you tell him. From that day you guys we're inseparable. "Y/n? Will you be my girlfriend?" Carl asks you , "yes carl i will... Will you be my boyfriend?" You ask him while laughing. "Yes y/n i will haha". From that's day you two were officially together at last.