Requested by Shmolcatto
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"I think you had enough, Kimi," I whisper in Kimi's ear who is taking another beer from the fridge. Sebastian and Henna are here tonight to have dinner because Kimi invited them but he's acting like a child again. He is saying inappropriate things which are making everyone uncomfortable.
"Bwaoh," he says and I roll my eyes. Sebastian and Henna are leaving, thank goodness. Not because of them but because of Kimi not wanting to stop drinking.
"Thank you guys for coming. It was nice catching up with you," I say giving Henna and Seb a hug. Kimi shakes Seb's hand and hugs Henna also. They leave and I close the door and turn around looking at Kimi.
The thing is that we have been fighting almost every single day. The only time we don't fight is when he is away for a race and I'm not with. I'm getting tired of the fights because every time after the fight we cuddle and get over it and then we wake up as nothing happened.
I will not say that it gets worse but it's getting on my nerves. Luckily he's not abusive but the thing is he sometimes says something mean and every time we fight he says something different and I'm getting insecure.
"What was that about?" He asks downing his drink. I roll my eyes and take all the plates and put them in the washer. I'm just going to keep my mouth shut to avoid another fight. "Oh, so now we are ignoring each other?"
"Look, Kimi. I don't want to start another fight. We had a really good night except for you drinking a lot again."
"I just wanted to have some fun because you prevent me from having fun," he says and I look up at him and cross my arms.
"What?" I say disgusted. "So, I'm the reason for all of your drinking?"
"Well, if I was like you then you wouldn't date me at all."
"Are you serious right now?" I ask a little bit louder.
"Well yeah. We don't even have sex anymore! What do you expect me to do? I have no fun anymore when you're around," he shouts and I look down. "That's what I thought."
He walks to our room. It's not my fault that he is drunk every time he wants to have sex. I want him to be sober. Every fight is different but it's the first time he brings up that I' not fun.
I walk into the room and see that he's busy in the bathroom. I quickly change and climb into bed not wanting to do my night routine. Kimi climbs in a few minutes later and I feel his hands sliding over my hips and he pulls me closer.
"I'm sorry," he whispers in my ear.
"It's fine," I say back and feel my eyes close.
"I love you," he says and I nod drifting off to sleep.
It's been a week since our last fight. Everything has been all lovey Dovey and I love it. "Babe. Get ready we are going on a date." I look up from my phone and see him in a tux. He looks hot.
"Okay just give me 30 minutes," I say and quickly go to the bathroom. I do my make up and braid my hair into a bun. I walk over to my closet and put on a long maroon dress that has a slit on the side and shows a little bit of cleavage.
"Damn babe," he says coming over and kisses my cheek. He takes my hand and leads me to the car. I think he's probably upset because I didn't say I love you back. He has sent me flowers to my office almost every day and gives me so much attention I don't know what is going on but I like the attention. We haven't fought since because I still haven't said 'I love you'.
We arrive at the restaurant. It's really fancy with expensive chandeliers hanging from the ceiling. What do I expect? It's Monaco. It reminds me of how we met. My dad is a really big fan of F1 and he was invited to a fancy party because my dad invested in F1. He took my mom, brother and me with and that was when I met Kimi.
He was actually engaged when we met and to admit I was quite jealous. His ex-fiance was a model and she was really pretty. She had a long black dress showing enough to make guys gawking at her and me being the not so girly type wore boots and a long light pink dress. I never cared about what people thought of me.
After a few weeks, my dad told me that Kimi was not engaged anymore. Kimi told me that he left her because he wanted to be with me. I thought it was a joke at first but look where we are now. Married and we have been together for 5 years. I obviously still love him but I want him to realise that we have to stop fighting. I love him so much but he's making it difficult.
"Babe?" Kimi questions trying to get my attention. I look up at him realising that I zoned out. "What were you thinking about?"
"Us," I say and smile. He takes my hand in his and we stare at each other.
"I know that recently we have been fighting a lot and taht night when you didn't say it back... It changed the way that I look at our relationship and I thought about it," he starts and I look at him strangely.
"Please don't tell me you want a divorce," I say and widen my eyes.
"No no... never. Why would you think that?" He asks chuckling slightly and rub his thumb over my hand.
"I was thinking of the worst possible outcome," I say and motion to him that he should continue.
"One of the reasons I love you. I just want to apologie for everything. You deserve so much more than what I have done this year. I have been foolish and I have said things that I don't mean at all. I want us to move on and I will try every single day to show you how much I love you." I feel a tear slip from my eye.
"Kimi..." I say and he takes his free hand and wipe the tears from my face.
"Please tell me you still love me."
"Of course I still love you. Now stop nagging I'm starving and you keep chasing the waiter away."
"He looks at you the whole time and we were having a private converstation," he says and I call the waiter over.
"Well, I'm hungry and when I'm hungry I'm moody." Like I mean who is not.
"Before we order let's make a deal." I nod and he continues, "If we fight, the other one must think of something the other one should do for a week." He puts his hand out and I shake it smirking.
"You have a deal."
It has been 2 months and one of the best months ever. We have fought 3 times but t was small but a deal is a deal. We even made bets making the other one's week terrible. We even start to tease each other a lot and I honestly can't complain.
It makes me want to start tiny fights just to see what happens but for now I have to be only in my bra and panty for a week when I'm at home. But me being me, I told him no touching. This week is going to be quite fun.
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