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I wake up the next morning and start over thinking again.
Should I go?
Or nah...
Or yea?
But who's to say they're gonna be there again?
"Hmm..." I pace around my room, thinking and trying to pass time. I could go and see but I reeaallly doubt I'll find them again.
You know what?
Fuck it
Im going to go anyways
Mostly to shop in other areas since I went to only one shop...
Finally making up my mind, I get ready as fast as I can just incase, somehow, I manage to miss them.
I run downstairs, grab my shoes and wallet, smashing my shoes while trying to put them on without my hands and running to the door.
Sadly, I was caught by none other than Jae. He clears his throat before I could even touch the doorknob.
I slowly turn my whole body and awkwardly chuckle.
"Yooooo, Jae." He looks at me with an uninterested face and motions for me to back away from the door.
"Where do you think you're going, hmm?"
"Uhhh, them all?" I mentally slap my forehead. God fucking damn.
"Are you fucking stupid?"
"Maybe?" Im just digging my grave, arent I. To my surprise, he turns back around and walks toward the stairs.
"Make sure to not disappear or get kidnapped. If you do, I'm killing you." Definitely reassuring.
Without answering, I turn around and rush out the door.
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"Holy fuck Im finally here."
Definitely should have driven the car
Or at least taken a bus
I guess it is what it is
I walk up to the mall entrance doors and enter.
Now then...
Where do I start?
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Its been about an hour and a half since I've started looking around. Still on the first floor.
Uuuughhhskaojdjfkflaljf
This place is huge as fuck
Looking around I realize there's only a couple stores I missed but only on purpose because they didn't look interesting to me.
Well
Might as well go upstairs for a quick cafe break
I make my way towards the elevator since it was closer than the escalators and enter. In the elevator was 2 guys that looked way too unreal. Almost animated.
Goddamn it
Whats up with me running into guys that look like snacks from the heavens
No wait
Full course meals, no lie
I make my way inside and stand on the other side of them, not bothering to press the 2nd button as they beat me to it.
Not trying to make it awkward, I turn on my phone and act like I'm doing something on it when in reality, I'm just opening and closing some apps.
Im basically shaking trying not to even glimpse at them. I just need to make sure my eyes didn't deceive me with how good they look.
Even as I'm debating whether to steal a look, I somehow feel eyes on me? Can't say for sure.
Whatever whatever whatever
Im looking at them
Don't be a pussy cmon cmon cmon
I look.
They're looking back.
Damn.
"..."
"..."
I say nothing, they say nothing. It's almost a staring contest at this point. I don't have a clue to why they're staring but I do know I'm staring at their beautiful faces for sure.
It's been going on too long. They're still not saying anything. Are we actually having a staring contest?
"Hi." I manage to break the silence, almost awkward?
"Ah, hi." One of them smiles at me. I almost faint in the elevator. Today was not my lucky day but it was.
"Sorry to bother you with our staring, we just didn't want to male you uncomfortable."
Little too late but ok I guess?
"We just had no idea how to start conversation. It's just a question, don't worry."
I nod to signal for them to ask their question.
"So... do you happen to know where there might be a cafe in this mall?"
Hm.
Hm.
What a coincidence.
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After 5 months I'm back 😀😃
Hopefully 2021 is better
than 2020 😒
