More and more days kept passing and each day that passed was getting better than the last. Well, on Discord anyways. I kept joining the voice chats to chat and hangout with everyone, I even ended up playing Minecraft and ROBLOX with them too. I got to know everyone very well, each time we hung out on voice chat was a blast. But there was something... else, that was going on, that I least expected.
You see, out of everyone in the server, I was connecting with Sarah the most. I was never sure why, I found it strange. The more and more I went on voice chat, the more and more I would talk with her, and it got to the point where I started questioning myself. "Oh no, am I catching feelings? For Sarah? Oh no no no no, this can't be happening. I told myself I wouldn't catch feelings for anyone until school started. Plus we don't even talk outside of Discord, she probably hangs out with Matthew more. Ok, maybe I'm overreacting. Maybe my brain is playing tricks on me right? But what if it's not. What if I genuinely have... feelings for her?"
For days, there was an ongoing battle in my head. Questioning whether or not I had feelings for Sarah. Each time I went on Discord I tried to let my brain definitively figure out if I liked Sarah or not, to mixed results. But one day, after playing Minecraft and Roblox like usual, it clicked. I finally realized that I did, in fact, have feelings for Sarah.
"I actually think I have feelings for her. It's not like I can tell her anyway, what is she even going to think? We don't even talk outside of Discord or anything! Ok, how about, I just not tell her. Easy right? Just hide my true feelings until they go away or, if god is on my side, she ends up liking me too! I guess I'll just see where this goes..."
