I want to cry hard, I want to hug someone
I want to tell them what is bothering me
But I know I can't cause I can't add another problem
I want to give up, but I know I should not.
They are believing in me, so at least I need to do my part.
But how can I when there are a lot of things running on my mind.
I want to rest, just for a bit, but they need my help
I need to help them cause no one helped me when I need one.
All I got was myself, even though I have friends
But I know that they also have their own problems.
I want to release all the things that keeps my heart heavy
I want it all out, but how?
I know there is SOMEONE who I can ask help.
But I am too embarassed right now and I can't do it.
But I know that He is always there ready to help and guide me.
I know that beginning is always hard, but I feel like giving up.
I will try my best to finish this all
I will make sure to smile everyday
Even if it hurts inside
And I don't wanna disappoint them.
