Last Call {JJK}

Scars (18)

‼️ TW: Talk of self harm will be brought up. ‼️

Jungkook and Taehyung had spent the day talking about how one shouldn't be afraid of exploring one's sexuality since love was all that mattered.

Taehyung would look down at his feet feeling guilty for closeting himself for a while, the more he thought to himself there was nothing wrong with him exploring his sexuality. With him exploring it would help him discover more about himself and so he felt that it was time to do it and learn more about himself.

Jungkook and Taehyung were hanging out at the cafe the blonde boy worked at, he had closed the store only allowing the two inside the store.

Taehyung was busy making coffees to which Jungkook found amusing watching the blonde boy prepare the drinks. It was funny on how Taehyung after finishing the drinks would take a picture of them; after feeling satisfied of the pictures he brought the mugs to the table.

Drinking their coffees they continued on catching up not even caring that it was past 10, both boys were too caught up with each other that the thought of sleeping didn't exist for them until one felt their body strained.

Jungkook stretched his arms causing for his sleeves to slide down since he was in casual clothing; Taehyung went to take a sip from his coffee noticing some marks on Jungkook's wrist making him curious, the other boy was talking but got cut off when Taehyung grabbed his arm.

Taehyung pulled down Jungkook's sleeve even more to reveal scars that were in the process of healing.

"Jungkook...what is this?"

Jungkook snatched his arm away immediately pulling his sleeve down and stood up causing for the chair to fall onto the floor.

"What the hell? I-I hurt myself at work."

Taehyung just looked up at the other boy and felt bad for grabbing onto Jungkook's arm but he deep down felt that the cuts had been done intentionally.

"Jungkook I'm not stupid all you do at your job is organize your future plans that involves a computer...
Do you...cut yourself...?"

Jungkook stayed silent and thought about leaving.

"Alright enough chit chat. I'm going to head to my house, I'll call you later. Bye."

And with that Jungkook left Taehyung alone.

Taehyung sat on the chair and sighed thinking of what he had done but decided that instead of letting Jungkook be alone in the situation he seemed to be in, he'd rather be there for him so the blonde boy got up locking the door of the cafe.

Taehyung jogged down the street of the cafe hoping to find Jungkook, he kept jogging until he stopped firing the boy sitting on a bench.

He jogged towards the boy and stood behind him.

"Jungkook?"

Jungkook jumped since he didn't expect for someone to be near him, turning around he saw Taehyung.

"Why did you follow me?"

Taehyung walked around the bench and sat beside Jungkook.

"Because I don't want to leave you alone with what you're going through. Please tell me why- the reason why you do to yourself..."

Jungkook stared at the boy and turned around to face forwards.

"I miss him..."

Taehyung raised an eyebrow trying to think of who he missed until he remembered the person that would fit that.

"You miss Jimin?"

Jungkook nodded and felt a lump in his throat beginning to form.

"So you miss Jimin to the point that your harming yourself..?"

Jungkook chuckled and shook his head.

"I miss him but I blame myself for his death... That's why I did what I did. I cried but crying wasn't enough to rid myself of the pain I have so I thought about you know..."

Taehyung scooted closer towards Jungkook and rubbed his back.

"What you did was a slip up, you didn't mean to say what you did with ill intention. Also Jimin must have other reasons for which why he committed suicide.. Don't blame just yourself for what he did Tae.."

Out of nowhere Taehyung heard sobs causing him to look down at the boy next to him.

Taehyung brought Jungkook towards himself and just hugged him as he cried.

"Let it out Jungkook..."

That was all that Taehyung said as the other boy cried his heart out remembering the boy he had loved so much.

Jungkook sat up cleaning away the tears that were still falling down, letting out a familiar chuckle.

"Damn... I can't believe I let you see me like this."

Taehyung just laughed.

"Don't worry I won't tell anyone about this."

Taehyung joked around causing for both boys to smile.

"It's pretty late and I'm pretty sure that you have work in morning, right?"

Taehyung asked worried at the fact he had kept Jungkook up.

"Don't worry about it. I don't have much to do tomorrow and I can either move things around that'll give me time to sleep."

Taehyung nodded and stayed silent.

A light breeze blowed through causing a shiver for Taehyung, the breeze caused for him to wrap his coat even tighter against his body.

"Are you cold?"

Jungkook asked letting out a chuckled as he had watched Taehyung shiver.

"Yeah, that cold breeze came out of nowhere."

Jungkook smiled and got up.

"Let's get going then. Since your cold."

"Why did you put emphasis on cold? What are you trying to hint at?"

"I'm just messing with you. But I do think that we should get going since I do notice that the sky is much darker."

Jungkook noted as he watched the other boy standing up from the bench.

"Alright, well please call me if you want someone to talk to. I don't want you to do what you did to yourself again Jungkook. Please."

Jungkook shyly smiled but nodded.

"Don't worry I think that was a one time thing but if I do have the urge to do it again I'll for sure call you."

Taehyung looke at Jungkook tentatively.

"I swear Tae."

Taehyung rose his hands in surrender.

"Okay. Okay. Just making sure. Feel free to come by the cafe anytime."

Taehyung said as he began to walk backwards.

"Okay. Will do, I'll see you around!"

Jungkook waved his hand also walking backwards slowly.

"Be safe while going home, bye!"

"You too Tae! Bye!"

With that both boys turned around and began making their ways home while each one thought about kissing one another but neither felt bold enough to do so.

Thunder began to be heard from within the clouds letting each one know that the storm was soon to come and little did they know that the storm was loaded with rain...