Agent Lalisa✓

Chapter 43

How Can I Love Heartbreak, You're The One I love - AKMU

Third Person POV

Heading far deep down in a forest, two pair of a girl and boy sit next to side in a comfortable silence. To be honest, he was worried about the girl. Who wouldn't be if someone beloved and close to you caller and cries for two hours straight. The boy legit abandoned his mission and flew all the way from Australia to Thailand just so he could be by her side and comforts her.

Lisa traces her fingers on the falling raindrops on the window. When the car comes to an halt, she looked up to the front and smiled. "You want me to go with you?" Bambam asked. She turned to her bestfriend and smiled softly. "I'll manage alone. You head home first, Ill be here for quite some time. I have a lot to tell mom and dad."

The younger nodded at her. He couldn't say no and he definitely can't push her. She needs her time and he knew that. So his eyes follows Lisa's back as she walks into the cemetery. Once he saw her crouching down on her parent's grave, he sighed and drive away.

Lisa on the other hand, silently plucked out the unwanted grass around her parents grave. Her long slender finger touch the tombstone of her parents. A drop or two tears came out from her eyes which she wipes immediately.

"Hi mommy, hi daddy. I'm sorry I haven't visit you for a long time. It's just that I have a lot going on back at Korea, I'm sure you know that. But that's not the point, at least I'm here know.

I have a lot of things to tell to you. Like how I fall in love with a boy named Jeon Jungkook last year, how Jennie unnie revealed that Kai oppa is her boyfriend, how Jimin oppa is silently courting Rosie, don't tell them I knew about it. There's a lot of things I have to tell you both, but I don't know where to start." She paused and took a few deep breaths before continuing.

"Jisoo unnie is living happily with her Jin oppa. Those two is the perfect definition of a visual couple. If they'd ever have a kid, I'll be sure to marry mine with their." Lisa paused as she giggles imagining about it.

"Jennie unnie on the other hand... Well, I'm not surprised if she and Kai oppa is having a baby soon. I swear to god those two can't keep their hands to each other. But anyways, she's still the caring and protective unnie just like when we were kids."

She smiled as the reminisce the old times where Jennie always be protective when it comes to her. On her first day training, she doesn't even let her use the gun. The excited Lisa of course was frustrated, hence why she lashed out on jennie.

Jennie, for the first time, cried out loud when Lisa shouted at her. But thankfully their argument didn't last very long. In the night time, Lisa's Mom and Dad found them cuddling cutely on Lisa's bedroom after they finished their mission. Just like Lisa, her parents were an agent too.

"Rosie posie... That girl is whipped for Jiminie oppa and vice versa. Rosé the crybaby and Jimin the shorty, what a perfect couple. HAHAHAHAHA." She laughed out loud.

"So far, their relationship is the most calmest one of us all. Sure they had a few small arguments, but it doesn't even takes 24 hours for them to stick together again. Jimin is always there by Rosie's side no matter what. I'm glad she chose him." She smiled as the couple's image pops up in her mind.

"And that brings us to this messy relationship of mine." Her smile faltered.

"Mommy, Daddy, can I tell you something? Your daughter is torn inside, she doesn't know what decision to make, she doesn't know what to do. This relationship is making her going crazy. Ottoke???

He's the one who helped her to find out what true love is. He's the one who helped her to find out how it's feels like to be loved by someone. He's the one who helped her to be strong in the tough times she always went through. But now, he's causing this extreme pain in her heart that she can't dismiss it just like that."

Tears starts to decorate her angel face as she released the frustration she's been keeping all this while.

"Eomma, Appa, ottokhe? Should I go back to him and repair our messy and broken relationship or should I give up and walk pass him? Can I trust him? Can I jump in and close my eyes? Would it be alright? Cause I've been hurt, I'm so through with all the pain and loneliness it brings. Ottokhe eomma? I don't know what to do. Tell me eomma, or just give me a clue." She must be that frustrated to switch her language from Thai to Korean.

"Even though he caused me this pain, I can't seem to leave him. No matter how many problems we faced, it's easier to withstand than breaking up. How can I even feel the heartbreak when he's the one I love?

I can't give up on our relationship just like that because of that mistake we both did. After all, we all know that me and Jungkook loves each other so much. How could I be that evil to leave him when I know he's waiting for me back at Korea?"

She silent herself as she repeat her words again and again in her mind. There you have it Lalisa, the answers to all of your miserable questions. You couldn't bring yourself to leave him, so whether you like it or not, you'll always comes back to him.

"Thank Mom, Dad. I knew I could count on you." She thanked them.

"Okay, I'll be going now. It's getting late and I'm sure Bambam is worried about me at home. Thanks again, I'll always pray for your happiness up there. So please, do the same for me and help me when I'm in need mom, dad. I love you..."

She caress the tombstone for the last time and stood up. With a last bow, she walked away from the cemetery.

From what happened today, she learnt a few lessons.

1. You can lie to your family, friends and yourself, but you can never lie to your heart cause the heart wants what it wants.

2. No matter how bad the problem you're facing, it's better to face it together than to face it by yourselves.

3. Once you've loved someone, they will bring an impact on your life which will help you decide on your future decisions.

Oh my god, what is this mess I'm writing. Help me pleaseಥ_ಥ