Hatered or Crush?

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OKAY SOOOOOOOOOOO WHATS UP LONG TIME NO SEE. I KNOW I KNOW, ITS BEEN SCHOOL, AND SLIGHT DEPRESSION, AND IDK, BUT IM STILL HERE AND IM FINALY UPDAITING!!!!!! I MIGHT NOT BE ON TOMORROW, 1/16/15, BC ITS MY STEP MOMS B'DAY AND I HAVE SOCCER TRYOUTS I WANT TO GO TO, BC I HAVE BEEN PRACTICING SOCCER SCIENCE THIS SUMMER UP UNTILL LAST MONTH. AND I PLAN ON MAKING THE TEAM.

Up top is (starting from da very top) Ravensky and Sootclaw ^u^

SO HERE WE GO WITH THE CHAPPY~

Sootclaw

It's been about a moon and Dirtstorm hasn't came back for Flintkit, what if something happened to him?! Oh that would just be horrifying. But our first clan meeting should be soon, if he's still alive the I'm sure I'll see him.

For the past few nights I've been getting this weird feeling, like I'm drowning in a swarm of bugs. Honestly I don't get why. Well, actually it could be due to witnessing Rainshadow being attacked by this big wasp. I hope nothing happens to me... Us.... The clan. Ugh I can't think strait.

I pad over to the warrior den, I see Ravensky and I get mad that he's messing with my nest, but I also get a small spark of happiness just to see him. "Ravensky, why are you messing with my nest?" I ask sternly, "Because I say a gigantic bug crawl near it." He said "A- A- A gigantic bug..." I stutter. Ravensky had concern in his eyes, "You ok?" He asks.

"Yeah, uh, thanks for checking around for me." I reply avoiding talk.

Ravensky

I pulled a good prank on Sootclaw. I feel a little bad though, I forgot about the wasp chase her and Rainshadow had. She was a little stunned. I wanted to apologize but I can see that Sootclaw only wanted small talk, I'll apologize tomorrow.

I pad out the den and my father walks up to me, like always he complains about my behavior, "Ravensky, you shouldn't be pulling pranks on young she-cats! You shouldn't even be pulling pranks! Your such a disappointment! Go fetch me a mouse!" I looked at him strait in the eye, "Shut up, your not the boss of me anymore! And get your own food!" I say, making sure to let him know that I have better things to do.

Dad looked at me with hatred in his eyes. He then walked away.

I plopped down in the middle of the clearing. Whitewillow came up to me, "Arguing with dad again?" She asked, well really stating. "Yeah." I replied in a low voice. "Come on, let's go hunt. I'm no medicine cat, but I do know that we all get better after a good hunt." My sister meows, knowing me so well we go hunt.

Flintkit

Bluekit is so kind. I can't believe how I misjudged her. We even have our own island. Our nest breaks off of the 'family's' nest and forms a small island like nest. Eeltail didn't like the idea, but I complained so much about it to get under her fur so that she can let us get our way.

Bluekit and her siblings are going to be six moons next moon, and then they'll be apprentices. That's great for for Bluekit but not for me, I would have to wait another moon, being that I'm a moon younger. Bluekit knows that it bothers me so she doesn't talk about it, unlike Blazekit and Minnowkit.

I look to my paws, When will Dirtstorm be back, did he leave me because he thinks that I'm a disappointment? OH NO HE DOESN'T LOVE ME ANYMORE! He forgot about me! No, that can't be it. He said it would take a moon. Bluekit pawed my side, "huh?" I huffed as I broke out my thoughts. "What were you thinking about? It must have been intense because you looked like you were about to cry." My face was hot with embarrassment, "Nothing." I mumbled. We locked eyes, honestly I love her eyes, their so endless and when the light reflects off she looks like she has all of Starclan in her eyes.

Bluekit then hugs me, "It's about Dirtstorm, isn't it." She said. "Yeah." I meowed. She then hugged me tighter.

Sootclaw

I wake in a jump. Most cats are gone. I walk out the den and see that there is a gathering. Dipstar was announcing that there's going to be a clan meeting at Three Trees.

I sat next to Ravensky while listening to Dipstar, Salmontail was on my other side. Ever since the hunt we had together he's been trying to get 'close'. "You look nice today Sootclaw." He complemented. "Thank you Salmontail." I thank. "Would you like to share a nest tonight?" He asks. "Salmontail, I don't think so, and I'm trying to hear what Dipstar is saying." I respond.

"Who cares about what he's saying. It's the same old mouse droppings as always." He pauses, "and why not, it's not like Dirtstorm is here to snuggle with you, he left us." Salmontail hissed. I poke Ravensky with my tail, hoping that he can help me, I know he's been ease dropping.

"I don't understand how Dirtstorm and what we do has to do with anything." I say. Ravensky must have heard the anger and pain in my voice because he wrapped his tail around mine and said, "Salmonfoot, leave Sootclaw alone. You must be as blind as Jaystar if you don't understand that she has no feeling for you what so ever. It's quite clear that she doesn't like you and that she might like someone else... Like..." He stopped trying to think of cats to name. "Maybe Dirtstorm, or me, uhh, or Quietrain." He named.

When he listed the cat I could have sworn he said 'me' as in him but really fast, as if it was an accident. But that doesn't matter because he was able to shut Salmonfoot up. I scooted closer to Ravensky and rested my head on his shoulder without realizing, and Ravensky let it happen. He didn't move, or shrug, he did nothing to let me know that I was on him like this. When I did realize that I was resting my head on him I lifted my up and off his shoulder.

With the corner of my eye I see that he was looking at me, my cheeks burned with embarrassment. I stayed looking at the ground, afraid to see his real reaction. I'm so confused, it's like I want to be with Ravensky, but I don't. I don't because he bothers the rabbit droppings out of me, and it makes me want to claw his eyes out. Is this a hatred or a crush?

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