Okay not really.
Just momentarily though I feel I'm constantly disappointed those around me.
My mom,
My dad,
My brother,
Myself.
What have I done wrong?
Why does each and every decision I make has to be that everyone is happy but me?
Why is it that before I make a choice I always feel like shit?
Don't I deserve to be happy?
I do.
I know.
What should I do?
Stop caring?
Tried, failed.
Stop giving a shit?
How, they affecte me even if I don't want them to.
Run off?
Maybe.
Just not yet.
I just need a few more years.
Hold on self.
At some point you'll be free.
Will you be happy?
That has yet to be decided.
