death wish || ✔

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i got better for a while

i could smile and laugh

with friends; enjoy the

little things in life. 

i don't know if i just got

better at hiding it, at 

not showing the pain,

faking my happiness or 

if i really did feel okay. 

but its back now.

wherever it went.

its back and i hate it

i hate feeling like this.

the dark is closing in 

and oh god- 

it's quiet and i'm 

not important to 

them. 

[lonely. im lonely.]