Is This Love?[COMPLETED]

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||Zayah||
||At home||

Lately I just been laying in bed crying and eating I miss my brother he was the only male that stepped up after my dad died

Today we putting my brother 6feet under

"Mamas come on gotta get ready for the funeral"Mari turned the light on

"I'm not ready"I cried

"Come on king wouldn't want you to sit around and cry would he"Mari came and sat next to me

"Man I'm getting up"I got up and rubbed my belly the babies started kicking

"Y'all better chill out"I said to my belly

I got in the shower washed up shaved had my moment where I just started crying then I got out and did my hygiene

I put my outfit on we all had to where white I didn't put make up on bc I already know imma be up in there crying my ass off

(What she had on)

"You ready mamas"Mari said rubbing my belly

"Yeah"I sniffed grabbing my keys and purse

We drove to the church and got out we walked in

People was singing sad songs people we ain't seen in years crying screaming and shouting

"GOD WHYY"our aunt that don't come around screamed

"Girl can you shut up you don't even come around now sit yo as- butt down"I yelled

We was half way threw the service and it was my turn to speak

"Hey guys King was really a king he owned up to his name when we was kids These girls jumped me so when one of them was alone he held her down while I beat her as- butt"I laughed remembering that day

"Before he died he said I love you he never really said I love you because he felt "weird" saying it all I gotta say is I love you king you will always be my king"I smiled and walked off

My little sister was taking it harder than me she was crying the whole funeral

It was finally over and they put him under ground

Everyone went to his house and sat on the couch

"Damn he really gone"toot shook his head

"Damn he'll never get to meet his little one"Darius said

"Where is Ashley anyways"I got up and walked up stairs I heard sniffing so I opened the door and Ashley was looking at old pictures crying rubbing her belly

"You good babes"I asked walking towards her no

"Yeah I just really miss him now imma have to take care of the baby on my own and he or she will never get to meet they daddy "she cried

"It's ok your not alone you got us come on pull it together for him and your baby also we gotta gender reveal to be worrying about "I rubbed her back

She fixed her face and hugged me we walked downstairs and all the boys was passing a blunt around all the girls couldn't smoke cause well we're all pregnant

"Well today was ok I know my brother wants us to not be sad so let's all pull through together"I sniffed

"She's right in two days we got our gender reveal"Ashley said rubbing her belly

"What y'all want them to be"London asked me and Ashley

"I personally want both boys cause girls are too hard to take care of"I said sitting next to Mari

"I want a boy and king wanted a girl"Ashley smiled

"Well I want two girls"Mari shrugged putting his head in my lap

"Well London I see yo bump getting bigger"I smiled rubbing her belly

"Yeah me and toot wants a boy"they both looked at each other

"Shid we finna have a big ass family"toot said

"Darius and Trell when y'all plan on bringing some girls around I'm starting to think y'all a little you know"London laughed

"Nigga I'm not gay I been talking to this girl for like 6 months now"Darius said

"Well I actually been talking to this girl since forever and I forgot to tell y'all I got a newborn that's why I haven't been around"Trell shrugged

"Nigga you got a newborn since when"Mari raised his eyebrow

"Since three months ago"Trell said like it was normal

"Nigga how come we ain't meet her nor the baby"I asked

"Cause she said she don't wanna be around Gangsta type stuff"he pulled from a blunt

"Mmh"I said

"Welp I'm getting sleepy come on babygirl"Mari said grabbing his keys

"See y'all"I waved and we left
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When we got home we took a shower together then got out and I put on my bra and panties and one of his shirts

"Fuck you got my shirt on for"he mugged me

"Nigga cause I can and you can't do shit about it so why even say something"I mugged him back

"Yo ass lucky you pregnant with yo sexy ugly self"he said rubbing my belly

"Smd"I said

"we need to get ready for this baby gender reveal"he said

"Yeah I'm getting sleepy"I turned the lights off and turned the tv on

I snuggled up with Mari and fell asleep
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