SPECIAL CLASS, i.ny

[11 • Special Class]

-"I've been trying to love
with my heart half open."

Sana's Page.
Third Person.

"Sana unnie. What would you do if you want to confess but you're afraid of rejection?" Tzuyu asked Sana. She ran out of questions to ask honestly. And she doesn't want things to get awkward because Y/n was picked up and they we're left alone.

"Who's that lucky person, Tzuyu? You're growing up fast!" Sana said with a tone, Tzuyu is familiarly unfamiliar to. It's mixed with small pain and joy. Very contradicting.

"For me, you should go for it when the timing is right. It's better that the person will reject you than regretting that you didn't do it earlier." Sana said.

"If that person rejects you, then you'll cry. It's normal and we're here to cheer you up!" Sana added.

"But for me, I won't cry over someone who doesn't love me back. I will cry because I want someone to love me with all my flaws just like how I am willing to love that person in that way." Sana said, sadly.

Actually, there's one person whom she knows that will love her like she has said earlier. Sana just don't know what's stopping her on saying yes to that person.

"I do. I still do." Tzuyu confessed.

"Oh Tzuyu, stop joking! Did you sip beer with Y/n?" Sana replied, cooling off the heat building up.

"I wasn't joking unnie." Tzuyu said seriously while locking eye contact with Sana.

Sana didn't say anything and ran. She went to her room and cried her eyes out. She is so sure she's in love with Chan now and she has totally moved on from Tzuyu.

"Nayeon unnie? C-can you come over?" Sana sniffled as she called Nayeon, because the latter gives the best advices and comfort.

"What's wrong?" Nayeon approached the latter but Sana just hugged her and cried.

"You know I was about to date Chan right? But then Tzuyu said something..." Sana said.

"I knew this will happen." Nayeon said and gave Sana a glass of water.

"Go to Tzuyu. You would have dated Chan earlier or you're dating him now if you have totally moved on from her." Nayeon said.

"I don't want to hurt Chan. He's too kind." Sana began crying again. Nayeon hugged her.

"Sana, you will hurt him more if you dated him knowing that you don't love him at all." Nayeon added while patting Sana's back.

"I believe you and Tzuyu never had closure and I think what she said earlier to you weren't half of what she has bottled up with. Listen to her and make sure you'll both talk. Deal with Chan first." Nayeon added.

"How and when did Tzuyu said those?" Nayeon asked as they pulled out on the hug. Sana sniffled, those words that came out from Nayeon's mouth we're all true.

"Y/n and Tzuyu went to a private bar and she texted me. She told me she can't handle a drunk Y/n alone so I went in to help. Turns out, Y/n contacted someone to pick her up and left us two alone." Sana explained.

"Who the heck did she contacted? She has no one to contact!" Nayeon bursted as she excused her self.

"I think It's the skinny girl on the first section." Sana said and Nayeon was about to leave when Sana held her wrist.

"You too unnie. You have been bottling yourself up and Y/n's the only one who unlocked some of it. Listen to her as well." Sana said to Nayeon.

Im Nayeon's.

Why the heck did she contacted Manoban?!
She could've contacted Jihyo or Rosé! Or me?!

I was about to go to Lisa's place when I realized why will I go to pick Y/n up.

I don't know if I like Y/n or I just care about her a little bit more than my friends. I don't know anything about this for pete's sake!!

It'll be cruel for Jeongyeon but it's the only option I have. She confessed to me twice already but I really just see her as a best friend no romantic strings attached.

I went back to bed and tried to sleep.

I fucking can't.

I stared at the ceiling and sort things out on my mind. Although, it's not this clear, I will say this to Y/n. I have to.

Morning came and I haven't slept. I heard a door opened infront of mine's so I guess Y/n is back. I hurriedly went outside, looking like a zombie for not sleeping.

But all I've got is Lisa helping Y/n who's half asleep to go inside her room. I waited by my door and once she was about to leave, I confronted her.

"What's your role on Y/n's life? Answer me, Manoban." I said, coldly.

"You don't want me to answer that and don't ask why she's with me all night." Lisa replied.

"You know, Y/n once told me to never touch things that are broken. It'll bleed. Specially when you're the one who broke it." She added and I was taken back.