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Sarah Cullen POV
A month. I've been living with Mike for a month. I've been living with a secret for a month.
I'm pregnant.
Again. I was gonna tell mike but when I asked him about kids he said he didn't want any since he lost his daughter. I don't know how to tell him I don't want to hurt him. I mean he lost his daughter and his wife. I don't ever want to know what it feel like to lose a child.
I was sitting with rose,Alice and Bella. "So your not gonna tell him?" Bella asked me "I don't know" I sigh
"You have to" rose tell me "I know but it's hard" I say "Alice can't you see how it will turn out?" Bella ask and I turn to Alice hopeful. "Whatever mike is I can't see what happens or what happens with this baby" Alice said sadly and I fold my arms. "I'm gonna tell him somehow" I say and look at my phone which has a picture of me and mike along with Daniel when we went to see him.
My little family.
Time skip
Mike was sitting on the couch watching tv when I walk in and turn it off.
He looks up at me. "So we need to talk" I start and sit next to him. "Ok" he said and sits up. "What do you feel about kids?" I ask and he looks confused and sad
"I told you I don't want to have any it's to much" he sighed and rub his face. "Mike listen" I start
"No I don't want to listen Sarah!,why do you keep asking me this?" He sorta yelled and I fiddle with my fingers
"I'm pregnant mike" I say and he leans back on the couch and groans.
I feel a tear go down my face. "How long have you known?" He ask me
"Well I've known for a week but I'm a month pregnant" I answer "I can't Sarah,I-I just need a minute" he tell me and walks upstairs
I sigh and feel myself get angry and knock everything off the table
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I lean back on the couch and cry.
Next day
I was standing in the kitchen making breakfast for me and mike. Since I'm pregnant I can eat.
He walks in and make some coffee and sit down. I frown and throw some eggs at him. "What the hell Sarah" he said cleaning it off of him.
"Mike I'm pregnant and I know it's hard but it was hard for me to get with you,your not the only one who had experience lost ok I lost my life my husband" I say and walk around the table.
"Look Sarah I know but at first they were all I had you know what my past is like ok and at least you have your dad,me? I had no one not a dad not a mom not my brother or sister I lost my wife and daughter so I say i have had it way harder" mike yell
"No mike you haven't and I didn't have my mom either not everything is easy" I say
"I know it's just hard" he sighs "ITS HARD FOR ME TO IM THE ONE PREGNANT NOT You!" I yell
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I then turn and walk out the kitchen and get in my car. I drive off and go to this lake I found.
