After restless nights, Oikawa had gained back his confidence. He left the Aoba Johsai groupchat, and going to volleyball everyday was a pain. No one talked to him or even looked at him anymore... Is this how being invisible feels ? Toru even considered wearing a bunny girl outfit to see if people would notice him.
He felt so sad, and empty... He was even considering quitting volleyball. He just couldn't wake up in the morning and go to the red court anymore. He couldn't handle any more stares or mockeries. His parents would just tell him "give it a little more time, sweetie". But "a little more time" was way too long, almost indefinite. Even thinking about volleyball made him want to throw up.
"What should I do?" he was thinking, "I cant quit volleyball just because I got my heart broken... What about my future ? Am I intelligent enough to go at a good university, and get a job ?". Deep down, Oikawa knew he wasn't. He knew Volleyball was his strongest point, even his whole personality was based around it. That's what he was known for, if not for a ridiculous love letter.
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iwaoi | sad
Romanceoikawa tries hard to get to his crush's heart... my first story! please give feedback if you want to:) inspired by https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMJMHTnwu/ @ official_tsukishimakei's tiktok. enjoy! should take 15 mins to read
