you are strong..

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by nvrlndpeeps_

by nvrlndpeeps_

Today,

I lost a companion, my first love

a teacher, a father, a grandfather.

Today,

I lost you.

I can no longer see your goofy smiles

can no longer feel your warmth in your hugs

can no longer hear your laughter and jokes

it was so sudden to me

hearing you're gone,

forever in God's arm

I can't accept this fate that has written by God

but I know better that you want me to be strong

I'm in my deepest darkest nightmare

cold and alone

But I know some day I'll make it out of there

even if it takes all night or a hundred years

I'll need a place to hide but none is near

I want to feel alive when I fight my fears

I'll cry today for losing you

but I'll smile soon for having the opportunity

to be with you till the day you let out your last breath

I look in the mirror and I said..

"you re strong"