It's been a while

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Two years ago.

Goddamn.

It's been two years since I was severely depressed. I cannot even believe it's been so long already. 

I honestly have no idea if the people who read this before will even read this now, but if you do, you're an og. I was looking back at my writing and I felt the need to make an update.

I'm okay now. I was in a point where I could not live my life without being pulled back by all the negativity I was surrounded by. Yet here I am, still alive. When I wrote this, it honestly feels like a blur. My life at that point was so dark and it eventually blurred all together and I could not distinguish the difference between what I was in control of and what I wasn't in control of anymore. 

Idk why I'm writing this. I just feel like I need to. 

If you so happened to stumble across this, I hope you know that you are loved and deserve all good things. I hope you know that you are worth it. I may not know you, but I do care. If you need someone, I'm here, I promise. 

Stay safe guys, I love y'all. 💖

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⏰ Last updated: Sep 21, 2020 ⏰

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