Turtles All The Way Down- AGAIN

ONE.

I just had lunch at the canteen thinking about how my body is responding to what I am eating when Daisy broke my chain of thoughts.

" Hey, you okay?! You seem lost? " she asked.

" Yeah great and no I am not lost." I don't know how , but she catches me when ever I am overthinking maybe that's why we are best friends!

" Lets head to Applebee's . What say?"

" Sure!"

" Hey! BTW did you complete your assignment ? cuz I didn't..!!"

" Yes I did . you can copy mine if u want..."

she cut me off in middle and said " Aghhhhh . how can I forget it... she will kill me and HELLO! I cannot copy yours she would kill me twice... Oh god m going nuts.!!"

" Girl chill copy mine and add your own words its okay and she would not go through every paper come onn ."

"Oh Aza Holmes what would I do without you ??!!.

"Here." I gave her my assignment and she started writing and yea I was back to my thoughts my special "SPIRAL thoughts" now you might be thinking about the sanitizer incident then no I have stopped applying sanitizer to my wound to check that am I real ? but yea my so called spiral thoughts never left me its like the demon never left me because I am an easy host . Now this time my chain of thoughts about myself had been broken by the bell which tells or order's us to go back to our respecting classes and grill over there... seriously sometimes classes are so frustrating that sometimes

I would wish that my spiral thoughts were back to me , but no they only come when I have to enjoy or when I am actually happy. It was when our miss mentioned Colorado. our miss was a pretty lady but could go nuts if her students are not responding enough other wise she was good , she was a tall lady with a red little bun I know its weird but she said once that she is a Danish I don't know what Danish means but as much as I know Danish people are from Denmark and trust me I never went out of Indianapolis cuz my mom didn't trust her psychopathic daughter.. and to support me Daisy too took in this college. Then suddenly out of no where there came a paper crash landing on my table it read "Its time we get in touch with Davis 😉 ~ your love DAISY" I turned around to see Daisy , who was sitting just behind my neighbour classmate and she winked at me and then I gave her a NO-WE-ARE-NOT-look and she made such a adorable face but I knew I was not gonna message Davis not because he didn't message me or maybe that was the reason he didn't try to contact me not even a "Hi Aza Holmes" but I didn't stop myself from reading his blogs he has been improving I must say.

Miss Emma then said " only a few selected would go ! " and then the bell rang ordering us to go home . To be honest I hated this ordering thing but yea I was happy with this order .

daisy came up to me and said " Pack your bag Aza we are going to Colorado ."

and I said " no way and I am totally not interested into this whatever it is...."

she cut me off " come onn Aza you just upset that he didn't try to contact you ??"

" what no or maybe yes, but I am not going anywhere and you know how I feel about all the bacteria and also new place new type of bacteria !!!!"

" come onn you can take wet wipes with you , come onn Aza , its a chance to get away and out to new places. "

well I wouldn't say she was wrong but I too had fears and it was true it was the only chance to get away from Indianapolis and see something new... its not like I don't like Indianapolis , its my home and would always be but what about the bacteria and what if I catch c-diff between the 17 hour journey??

" please Aza.... please, please ,please, please, plea.."

" fine will think about it."

" Yay Aza and Daisy on Colorado trip , I can imagine us already " her eyes were twinkling with excitement.