III.

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you taught me how to love you
unconsciously -
i admired you
adored
wanted
craved
loved you.
one too many times.

you inspired me
amazed
bewildered
surprised
motivated me.
where are you now when i'd need you most?

my heart grew depending
then you left

now i want you
miss
grieve you.
but never hate you.

you haven't taught me how to unlove you

i'm trying
every morning
day
evening
night, i try again.
please come back and teach me.
(you did it yourself, why can't i succeed?)

- i love you and know i shoudn't

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