You hold my heart (still)

dance.

Tonight, I saw you in my dreams again.
It felt so real.
We were dancing under the silver light of a thousand stars. i still feel your hands wrapped around my waist, gently, leading me. Just as we used to.
I look up and and see your eyes fixated on me. You reassure me with a soft smile that lights your whole face up. You have absolutely no idea how handsome and gorgeous you look. I always loved your smile. That was the first thing that made me want to know you better. But not that usual half-grin of yours. The one that you make, when your nervous. You smile because you try to hide that fact, and for others, you might as well succeed. But I know better than that. Under that smile, you're trying to keep it cool, although you're almost panicking.
Remember what you told me when I was stressing about the dance? That I was going to mess up or it won't work. You told me, that this was about u, that we have each other and we're going to have fun, no matter what.

In my dream we were dancing again. Just the two of us, how we learned. You held me close and led me through the dance, gently pushing my hand and pulling me with you as you were holding me with your arm. I felt comfortable, being so close to you. I always did. You make me feel safe and understood, even if you don't always actually understand what I mean. You never made me feel stupid about my thoughts or emotions.