Lost in our reality

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Kara POV - 

So it has been a few weeks since lena found out who I was and it has been great she made a lap and practice den that only me and her have access to and she has been helping me understand my powers. 

Cat has been so impressed with what I have wrote about lena and the fight at the abandoned nuclear plant. I have loved being at Lcorp and well Lena she is amazing. Me and her we have been going out quite alot like, lunch dinner, movie nights and she has came round for game nights, everyone really likes her. But Alex she is still on edge around her for no reason, but anyway Lena has asked me to go out tonight with her, of course I said yes we go out all the time it is nothing.

-Time skip-

There is a knock at my door I rush to open it thinking it was Lena, but it was Alex and her friend Maggie, "Hey Kar, I just wanted to let you know mum is coming tomorrow but you wasn't answering your phone" I nod "Okay, hm thanks" Alex studies me as I let them into my apartment "You look nice where you off to?" I laugh nervously, as if on que the door knocks, I go and open it lena gives me a hug and kisses my cheek "Sorry that I am late lovely" I look at her shocked she laughs "I am always late Kar, you should know this by know" lena says and Alex coughs from behind us "She should?" Alex says questionly "Oh Hi Alex, It is lovely to see you again. I didn't realise you was here" Lena says looking at me, I am as red as a tomato, Lena always kisses my cheek I think it is cute, we have got quite close and not like that before your mind rushes there she is just a really good friend to have. 

"I didn't realise Kara was? Or you was?"Alex says "Woah woah, you don't get to ask that, you haven't been around for weeks because your feelings got hurt and the only reason you came now was because mom is coming" I say lena looks shocked, Alex and Maggie also looks shocked "Okay, I will see you tomorrow, Mom will text us with details about lunch she wanted to meet my girlfriend and to see how you was doing as you wasn't answering the phone to her either" I stand shocked "Since when was you?" Alex laughs "Always apparently" she looks at Maggie and smiles "I am sorry Kara for not treating you like an adult I was scared I was really scared and I wasn't sure what was going to happen with everything and with work well I got permission to tell you everything but you've been ignoring me so I didn't know what to do, Maggie helped me to understand the bigger pitcher and everyone should be given a chance" she looks at lena "I am sorry Lena for putting a prejudgment on you, I would like it if we could start fresh" Alex says walking towards Lena "It is fine, I am used to it I would love it of we could start fresh" Lena holds out her hand and Alex shakes it. 

I look between them "Would you like to come to lunch with us all tomorrow?"Alex asks lena, Lena looks at me "Only if its okay with kara I wouldn't want to impose" I walk over to her hugging her, looking up "You won't be imposing I want you there" Alex looks between me and Lena rising an eyebrow. "Anyways we should go and let you two go on your date night" Im shocked looking at and Lena is laughing "It is a friend date night" I look at Lena and she is bitting her lip looking down, Maggie starts laughing "Alex we should leave them too it?" Alex nods, walking towards the door "Ive missed you car and sisterly stop being so blind please snd I will see you tomorrow" They walk out and Lena spins me to her "I am proud of you for making up with your sister" I smile hugging her "We can stay in if you want kara, you look beautiful by the way" I smile at her "No you planned something lets go?" she smiles taking my hand leading us out of apartment. "So we are just going for a drive and a star walk, I thought you could tell me about them?"

-Time skip the next week- 

So mum had to cancel for in 2 weeks her friend surprised her with a trip to London, which is super cute, but yeah me and Lena haven't spoken in like a week. I have been working out of Catco since well our star walk, we kissed under the stars it was so magical and incredible. But well she is the first girl I have kissed. I know kara you went to college and didn't kiss a girl. well no I was always in class. But anyway Cat is on my back to go over and speak to lena about her new project, she is creating a human cloaking devise for aliens who do not look like humans so they don't get discriminated against. 

It is a really cute idea and I love that she is doing but the way I rushed away from her is just so embarrassing... 

We are laying on the grass, Lena turns and places her hand on my face, turning it look at her, I smile at her, she is beautiful she is just so memorising, I am honestly confusing myself with these thoughts I have never had feeling like this for a girl. I remember the thoughts running through my head as her lips touched mine so delicately both of us pushing forward into the kiss, with lena biting my lip softly and her hand rubbing my waist, it was so perfect until I freaked out standing up and flying off without a word and I have ignored her since. 

I shake my head trying to suppress the memory and thoughts going through my head. when suddenly win runs through my office door without knocking. "Hm hello?" he seems out of breath "Pre warning miss grant is on a manhunt for you something about Lcorp and Lena Luthor not taking her calls?!" he rushes out before my office door opens and it's Lena. I am not going to lie I was expecting Cat. I think, shockingly I would be less nervous if it was cat. 

"Oh hey Le, It is nice to see you I missed you at games night!!" Win says softly, letting out a breath of nervous air he must have been holding in, Everyone knows her as Le, no one knows she is Lena Luther, she has kept my identity to herself I wouldn't out her like that, Win looks between us, both just looking at each other no words "Hey Win, I have missed it too!!" she says breaking eye contact to speak to him. "I just came to see kara, because Cat has been blowing up my phone asking why I have scared Kara away and what did I do. So I came here to well figure it out what I did before I get my face slapped on the front of the magazine exposing me" win stood there shocked "I wouldn't let that happen"I say looking at her. "Wait... You are Lena Lut-" win goes to say in shock "NO DO NOT SAY IT HERE EARS EVERYWHERE WIN," I said looking at him. "My bad, well this is awkward so I am going to leave you to it," win says rushing out. 

Lena is still standing by my door. I stand and walk over, taking her hand hesitantly walking us to the sofa in my office. "why did you ignore me kara?" I look down, she lets go of my hand to pull my face up to look at her "Well I got scared" she raises an eyebrow "of me?! I would never hurt you, kara, well, not intentionally" I look at her "I know that" she now looks confused. "hm then why?" This is when I go bright red. "Well, that was my first kiss with a girl; I got scared" her features go soft as her hand cups my cheek. "Oh kara, I am so sorry I thought that's where we were going" I look at her " please dont apologise, it went bad in fact it was perfect, it was just new" as I said that I leant in to kiss her, I hover my lips over hers "are you sure kara?" she whispers, and with that, I press my lips onto hers" she kisses back I put a hand on her neck as her spare hand places on my waist. Honestly, this feels so good.

"KEIRA WHAT HAVE YOU DONE AT LCORP? TO WHY LENA IS NOW IGNORING MY CALLS" Cat bursts into my office me nor Lena had enough time to react. "Oh Oh well then, that would be what you have done then" Cat states in shock. Oh fuck, it could have been anyone but cat.