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Merione bond

Kina's P.O.V.

I could feel my body paralysing at his words, I just kept looking at his blood red orbs swirling with lust, I could, but I could see the underlying malice in his eyes and suddenly I was very much aware of the sheer vulnerability of my position, with my hands cuffed above my head and my legs spread wide and cuffed tightly, I was painfully aware of the fact that the man above me, derived pleasure from raping powerless girls, I was aware of my wide fearful eyes, and the fact that my fake mask of strength and confidence was no longer intact, that they could see the vulnerability in my eyes.

I looked towards my right and saw King Kieran, who had just last few waves ago, had apologized to me for torturing me, was now looking at me with nothing but malice, but I could see a small wave of hesitation in his blood red orbs, when our eyes connected, but it was gone as soon as it came, replaced by disgust.

I could feel beads of sweat gather on my neck, as my breaths left in pants, I was scared to face them, I don't know why but the fact that they would do such a sin to me, not anyone but them made me feel hollow, I knew convincing them was just going to make all of this more painful, they would not believe me.

And for the first time I saw the Kings for what they are, the Lovians for what they represent. They were a sadistic pieces of shit who did not care about anything but their own self, the authority they held. I have always been really free and comfortable with them but now I could feel the crushing authority and power they had over me in the room, and it suffocated me, I looked up and saw King Alistair, watching me with utter curiousity, like a child who couldn't wait to unwrap his gift but also was willing to be patient, just so he could enjoy it alone, I could for the first time see through his boyish charms, I could see him for who he was, I could feel my lips curling in disgust as I felt tears streem down my face, I have been ready to suffer everything, ever since I left my abode, but somehow the fact that they will be the ones to do something so unspeakable made my throat choke, I was no longer scared, I could feel myself accepting the fact, resigning to my fate, but I gave them the taste of my sheer disgust and hatred towards them, when I saw the four kings sorround me, and could feel tears streaming down my face, but I knew it was impossible for me to put my mask back up.

So I eyed each one of them with sheer hatred and disgust, and watched as King Magnus visibly flinched, King Alistair slowly backed up, as if to show me to his brothers.

I smirked inwardly and gave them the lowest blow I could think of.

"I....for the first time...in my whole life....I feel so.... happy... peaceful even, by the fact that Arumora didn't have to face such.....cheap and... sadistic people like you all. She would have been truly heartbroken....if she knew....you all were her merione."

At my words a hush fell upon us, the only sound were my sobs echoing through the room, as I watched them from my blurred vision their eyes wide with unknown emotions swirling in those blood red orbs, the dim lighting of the room was illuminated by our glowing towki, I cried my heart out, I don't know why, but something about this situation made me feel so small, I didn't cry once we all did an unofficial funeral with her, I just couldn't, I directed all that pain and suffering to my revenge, but right now all those emotions hit me like a rollercoaster, I had always held in my tears, because as father said,

Turn your tears into ink, use it to ink your soul, ink your heart, with vows, vows of revenge, vows of a better future, steel your heart, use it to design a facade for yourself, and NEVER let it down, you shall not believe anyone enough to put it down.

These words had strengthened me enough to go on, and do everything in my power to get my brother back, to uphold the fallen respect of our family, our ancestors, our history, but now that I think of it.