You & I (A Niall Horan and Selena Gomez fanfiction love story)

Chapter 13: Goodbye

The last two weeks were supposed to be one of the best weeks of my life with all my supposed friends and boyfriend doing their best to relieve themselves from the guilt they felt after my outburst at the beach, but guess what my sweet sixteen came with an ample amount of bitterness.

But then I shouldn't be complaining for, that's typical me, none of my birthdays have ever been good.

Nope infact I have always dreaded all my birthdays that have come ever since my sixth birthday when my dad left me alone forever with an insane woman who was supposedly my mother and a vagabond for a brother.

So no wonder my sixteenth birthday was a disaster too.

Back to present day, Zayn, Niall, Stacy, Andrew everyone has been trying their best to make it upto me countless amounts sorrys have been told to me even after I said I've forgiven them but in my heart of hearts even I know that I'll never forgive them and even they're aware of that.

Most people would think that whats the big deal about it. But trust me when you realise that your boyfriend whom you've fallen head over heels in love with in just a few months took an almost life changing decision all by himself.... well I dont think any sane girl would take that subtly.

And as for Zayn, Stacy and Andrew I don't know what to say because well I never kinda expected anything of this sort from them but then of course unexpected things always happens. It never happens the way you want for thats how our goddamned world works.

Allow me to quote the great Augustus Waters 'The world is not a wish granting factory'.

Ofcourse it isn't.

"Hazel are you okay?" Niall asked as he wrapped his arms around me from behind and pulled me to his chest so that my back was pressed to his chest and my head rested on his collar bone.

Ironic that you should ask me if I am okay when you know that I am far from okay.

"Mhhm" I said even as freash tears clouded my vision.

"No you aren't" he whispered quitely in my hair and I was tempted to answer him if you know that I'm not ok then why are you even asking? But ofcourse I chose to keep quiet.

"Talk to me babe" he said sounding hurt at my lack of words.

"There's nothing left to be said." I murmured which wad followed by a heavy sigh.

"Please Hazel you are over reacting" he said sounding irritated and I turned around to face him.

"I am over reacting? Really you come and give me such a delightful news and then say that I am over reacting?" I asked him flaring up and jabbing my finger at him accusingly. "Oh wait you didn't even want to tell me, its just because Stacy let it slip thats why I came to know."

"Thats not true" he protested and I laughed mockingly.

"That is the only pathetic truth Niall, you didn't even want to tell me I dont even know whats so secretive about it that you didnt want to tell me" I said, screaming rather as tears fell freely from my eyes.

"I did wanted to tell you Hazel but in my own way not this way I just nee-"

"Do you really love me?" I blurted out without thinking and his facial expression went through a number of change in a split second.

"Are you serious" he yelled, his temper ruffled up for once and I wont lie and say that I wasn't scared.

"Do you have any idea about what you just said, I mean how... how could you just say something like that? " he screamed turning red in the face " I mean I fell in love, for the first time in my life, with you, you you were the one who made me feel like I was special..." he broke off and I stepped away from him as I started to cry harder out of fright.