Venomous Pain

77. BATTLE OF TWO-FACES

Deep down inside somewhere,

A battle of blood explodes like nowhere,

Battle for control between two faces of same coin,

Words of confusion fights for what's mine,

Somewhere a line down in the piece of my mind..

Fuels my fears,

With the help of past,

Brings me in dried up tears,

Pull me back to ground,

Each time I tried to fly around..

Lifting up pieces of broken dreams and pain,

With my own hands I carved out every inch of one face,

Which reminds me never to look up at sky again,

And not to believe in love, In case..

My heart says,

"LIVE LIKE A NORMAL,

DIE LIKE NORMAL,

WHY IS THERE A NEED TO BE SPECIAL?"

And with this thought I push every opportunity away...

Yet another face I carved,

With happiness it was marred,

It was bright and shining,

It was like the cloud's silver lining...

It showed me the way,

Taught me to save everyone's day,

Helped me unlock powers of my mind,

And bring happiness that was divine...

" YOU HAVE DREAMS,

YOU HAVE WHATEVER IT TAKES,

SO WHY NOT ACQUIRE SOME STAKES?"

And with this thought,

I stand up and look for a new ray..

Seeing the hint of choice,

My heart starts to flip,

Those faces changing frequently,

Scenes of happiness,

Turning into sweet-bitter memory..

Drives me mad,

Drives me crazy,

Drives me in confusion,

What to do, what not,

Still remains a mystery...

In this never ending battle of two faces,

The only loss was mine,

So without thinking much of the consequences,

I kept living,

I kept trying...