9/21-25/2020 Happy Birthday to Me

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You know, up until I was 14 I had very few birthday parties. Way less than the average girl. Now it's either money or a small homemade dinner with ice cream for dessert. I stopped getting cards from family when I was 12. My dad always says why celebrate one year closer to death.

My dad is't my favorite person in the world, probably my most hated. I wouldn't bat an eye if he had suddenly dropped dead. I know what your thinking, how could i not love my dad. 

Well I'll tell you. He says that bisexuals are the same as pedos. He calls me overweight, fat, husky and chubby. He calls me slutty when I wear a light red lipstick. He says I dress like a whore when I wear high waisted skinny jeans with a crop top. He hates my friends, saying that I just follow their example. 

I am my own person. So what if I don't believe in his god. He has no right to tell me what I can and can't do. I hate him. I wish he wasn't my dad.

Okay. Back to me. 

Sorry for rambling on about my dad.

So I was confined to my room for 4 days because my family thought I had COVID. wasn't the best days of life but at least I didn't have to get up.

School started on my birthday. And I hate it.

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