Little dork (kenma x reader)

Backstory

Hello this is chapter nine and thanks for almost 200 reads honestly i didnt expect this i decided to try 2 chapters a week if you guys dont like that just comment it ill try to do more enjoy the chapter warning this contains bullying and cutting

Saturday 12:13 PM y/n POV
Me,bf/n,kuroo and kenma are hanging out once again. I would say we technically are bestfriends. We're just at the mall being the crackheads we are.
"You guys realize the day you and bf/n came we hanged out everyday like a friend group." Kuroo says while eating his salad like he cracked a theory
"No shit kuroo" i tell him and eat a piece of my burger
"Yea do you think we were hanging out with you guys just to do it" bf/n says then sneakily takes a bite out of my burger
"OMG YOU FATASS" i yell at her
"Sorry" she says with food in her mouth
i then take a big bite out of her burrito
'THATS LIKE HALF OF THE BURRITO" she yells at me annoyed
"It's delicious" i say taunting her while  covering my mouth that has almost half of a burrito in it
"You guys are so weird"kenma laughs a bit
"New emotion unlocked:laughter" i say sarcastically then start laughing
"STOP HES JUST A BIT EMOTIONLESS" bf/n starts cackling
"YALL ARE SO RUDE TO HIM" kuroo starts laughing and falls on kenma
"You guys are so funny" kenma says sarcastically with a smile and he stats giggling a bit
"What's wrong with them"."i dont know but they are weird" "yea that h/c girl is so weird i thinks she goes to class with me" 3 girls start whispering
I hear them and look at them with a bitch face. Kuroo,kenma and bf/n notice and stop laughing.
"Want to say that again doll" i walk up to the girl who was talking about me.
"WHATS YOUR PROBLEM" she tries to push me away
"Freak" i hear one of the girls say
"Want to say that again" i look at her a bit psychotic to scare them
"N-no i was talking about that girl." They point to bf/n and bf/n notices
'Were you now" she gives them a death glare
"YALL ARE SO WEIRD STAY AWAY" they run away
We start laughing again.
"I dont think kids messed with you in high school" kuroo says a bit scared
"No they did yea they did a lot" I chuckle trying to hide the trauma
Bf/n stays silent and keeps eating her burrito.
'It's ok to open up" kenma tells us.
Tears start forming in both mine and bf/n eyes. We try hiding it by going on our phones
"It's ok" kuroo try to comfort us
"ITS FINE"bf/n starts crying a bit and immediately wipes the tears away "sorry" she mumbles and goes back on her phone.
I just try to keep the tears in but fail. I try to hide it "umm i throw away my food" i pick up my tray and run to the trash can. That wear i let my tears fall. I stay their for ahwile so i guess kenma noticed
"Y/n are you okay"kenma pops behind me scaring me
"KENMA" i flinch with tears rolling down my face.
"Are you okay" he says wiping the tears off of my face
"Yes no not really" i chuckle trying to stay stable
"Yea bf/n i crying at the table,is it that bad" he grabs both of my hands
"Y-yea"i start crying a bit harder
"Lets take this to the car" kenma takes my hand and goes to the table. Where bf/n is crying really hard. Seeing her like that made me cry harder.
I go to hug her. "Shhh its ok" i hug her and put her head on my chest.
"Lets take this to the car" kenma tells us.
"Y-yea" kuroo gets up.
I try to be stronger and help bf/n up. I love bf/n a lot so seeing her like this made me realize i need to be stronger and I always tried to comfort her. Thats the reason you always see bf/n protect me from harm. She says it kinda like payback which i don't mind.
When we make it to the car bf/n just breaks down "I'm sorry" she hugs me looking for comfort and we sit down
"Do you allow me to tell them" i say rubbing her back
She nods her head.

I take a deep breath and start to tear up "so um it" i chock on the air from trying to hold the tears in.
"Ok so it started in highschool junior year. Me and bf/n were very easy to pick on. We were very sensitive. So our school decided to bully us. Yea umm they would bully us in the stalls by beating us up tell us to umm kill ou-." I choke on my words and start to cry. Bf/n is more sensitive to this so I put my ear phones on her.
"L-listen to music" she nods her head and puts on the ear phones.
I start crying hard seeing i have to do this.
"It's ok take your time" kenma and kuroo try to help me.
I nod my head and take another deep breath
"They told us to kill our self." They're eyes shot open and i start crying really hard and bf/n hugs me.
"Sorry" i chuckle still crying
"Ok umm they beat bf/n up really bad physically and me mentally because she was much more mentally stronger then me and i wasnt.
So she has bad trauma. They once fractured her wrist."i start crying again.
"She's so strong isnt she" i put a smile on my face and look at bf/n she gives me a smile.
"That's absolutely horrible." Kuroo says a bit angry
"They would dox me and. Cyber bully me. That once posted on the internet that i beat people up. And that ruined my life everyone hated me in my area like every school in my arena knew me for "beating poor people" and I couldn't go anywhere without getting spit on." I start breaking down at this point
"I-i remember w-w-when i was using the bathroom the poured sewer water on me and i smelt like shit.Thats when bf/n stopped going to school and i-i started
C-cutting" i show them the faded marks on my arm
Kenma gasped a bit and tears start forming.
Kuroo looks angry and pissed.
"Y-yea you ever wondered what those marks were." I chuckle a bit
Bf/n looks at my arm and tears start forming again.
"I f-forgot you d-did that" she breathes in and out.
"DID YOU TELL THE FUCKING TEACHERS" kuroo yells scaring both kenma,me and bf/n.
"Y-yea they didnt c-care you know the school system its unfair" i tell him
"Ive been bullied but it wasnt that horrible" he looks at us with tears forming in his eyes then immediately wipes them away.
"Wow kenma rarely cry's that story must've hit hard." Kuroo chuckles a bit
"A-and you rarely get mad" kenma elbows kuroo and sniffles
I chuckle and look at bf/n she's asleep she probaly passed out. It's probably from all the crying.
I catch kuroo staring at her and smiling.
"Ooohhh someone has a crush" i use that as revenge
"Are you dating~" kenma joins in teasing kuroo
"H-HUH N-NO" kuroo yells and starts to blush
"Yea we'll stop if you stop" i poke him
"F-fine" he says and sighs
Ok so this is the end of the chapter I KNOW THIS WAS SHORT but i would like to say this gives character more depth and you can connect with them more so be grateful anyways see you in the chapter kenma simps