Spencer X Reader (part 2)

5

It's been a couple of days and it's time for the therapist appointment. Matthew is excited and you're excited for him.

You knew Spencer was still processing the information, you get it. fftYou've already had to do that before but you know how important this stuff is.

It's just odd that Spencer isn't accepting, he's not been himself recently.

You left Kate with your mom.

The car ride there, Matthew was super happy. All he really needed right was your support and you are going to support him unconditionally.

You reach the therapist's office.

You all exit the car and walk into the office. It's a really beautiful office, really colorful. It's very welcoming for kids.

You check in at the front desk and sit in waiting chairs.

Not too long later, a tall woman with red hair comes out. She asks for us to come back. We follow her through the door and into a hallway where there's a bunch of other doors.

She leads you all to a purple room with a couch and multiple chairs, a desk with a desk chair and laptop.

Matthew sits on the couch. You and Spencer sit on two chairs next to each other. The woman introduces herself as Kara.

She greets Matthew and asks why we decided to start therapy.

You explain your situation to her and she asks Matthew if he wants to speak to her alone, Matthew says yes.

You and Spencer exit and go back into the waiting room.

"Have you had time to process this?"

"Yes."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes, I understand and if we have to go through the transitioning process then we will. I didn't get it until now."

"Good, keep it that way."

Spencer reaches to hold your hand but you reject it.

After less than an hour, Kara comes back and asks for you two. You follow her back to room and sit back down again.

"Matthew told me that she would like to go by promouns she and her and would like to go by Madi from now on," Kara says, "I would like to have her in for another session so that we can talk about a proper diagnosis."

"Sounds perfect."

"I am free this Thursday."

"Do you have any early times open?" you ask.

"I have 7AM open, is that good?"

"Perfect."

"Okay, I'll schedule the time and see you then," we all get up and walk out, "bye madi."

Madi smiles.

As you all walk out of the office doors you decide to talk to her, "Madi, whatever you need from now on, we'll get it for you."

"Can we go shopping for new clothes?"

"Of course, I can help you find your style and buy all new things to suit you," you hold her hand as you walk side by side.

"Dad, I'm sorry."

"Sorry for what, bud?"

"You always called me your mini you, I'm not gonna be that anymore because I want to be a girl."

Spencer stops and kneels down on one knee, "sweetie, that doesn't matter to me. What matters to me is that you're happy."

Spencer hugs her.

You are finally seeing Spencer openly support Madi and it makes you happy.

You all pile in the car. "So, we need to talk about school," you glance at Madi from the rear view mirror, "I just want you to know that people won't always be as accepting as me and your father."

"I know."

"We need to work on your self esteem before we go anywhere with this, okay?"

"I'm happy as long as I can be myself. I don't really care about what people say. People will hate me for being myself without even knowing me."

You glance at Spencer. She's so young. How can she know this stuff already?

"I'm sorry, baby. I know how hard this must be for you," you say to Madi.

Madi looks at you.

"Please don't tell anyone."

"I won't, that is absolutely not something I should tell anyone. That's something you get to do."

You pull into the driveway of your mother's house. You hope out of the car and greet your mom. Kate runs up and hugs you. You say goodbye to your mom and thank her for watching Kate, then leave.

Kate gets in the car and you buckle her seatbelt, you get back in the car and drive everyone home.

You all get into the house.

Kate and Madi run up to their rooms. Spencer turns around and looks at you. You say, "I'm so scared for her."

"Yeah, me too. With the world we live in, she's gonna be treated horribly," Spencer says.

"When I was in school there was a trans kid that got dragged into the bathroom and assaulted. Everyone hated him. I know we live in a different time but still."

"We'll be there for her. She knows he can talk to us," Spencer gives you a kiss on the forehead.

"I know he's happy now because we support him but I just don't want someone to say or do something to him. I just want him to be happy," you burst into tears as you say that.

Spencer pulls you into a hug, "whatever happen, we'll get through it. She'll get through it."

You calm down and pull away.

Spencer puts his hands on your head and kisses your forehead.

You wipe your tears and look up at him, "I'm sorry, I'm such a mess."

"You're fine, we have a lot of shit happen. You should go upstairs and take a nap, I'll make sure the kid's have their homework done."

You walk upstairs and flop on the bed. You doze off.

You eventually wake up and look around. You get up and look in the mirror. You look exhausted but whatever.

You get up and go downstairs.

Spencer isn't in the living room or kitchen. You get a glass of water and drink it then go upstairs to check on the kids.

Kate is sitting at her desk, drawing.

"Is your homework done?"

"Yup."

"Do you know where your father is?"

"Nope."

"Alright, sweetie."

You go to Madi's room, repeat the same questions.

"He left, he said you were asleep in the bedrooom and he would be right back."

"How long ago was this?"

"An hour or so."

"Alright, thank baby."

You close his door and go into the downstairs living room. You sit on the couch and wait for him

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