Spencer X Reader (part 2)

25

You freeze and look over to Spencer with your eyes widened, you motion to him that the doctor is on the phone.

He adjusts himself so that his back is up against the headboard.

"The sample you provided for me was not a match to the-"

You freeze and stare at the wall, not even listening to a word the doctor says after that. You hang up without even looking at your phone and drop it on your lap.

"Oh, baby," he says in a sympathetic tone. He moves in next to put and puts his arms around you.

You burst into tears and lean your head against Spencer's shoulder. "I really thought we were gonna have another kid." You knew what this meant, it meant you had to get rid of it.

This wasn't going to be easy, abortions aren't meant to be easy.

(if any of you make a comment about abortion being murder, i will delete it. its a women's right❤)

But you knew how even more traumatic the pregnancy would be. You wouldn't love the baby any less and the father wouldn't be Scott, it would be Spencer's.

Spencer would be the one to raise it, Scott would just be the one that got you pregnant.

This is a difficult choice but you knew it was either abortion to parenting.

You couldn't bear send a kid into the foster system, wondering why it's mother never wanted it or potentially getting abused. You also knew how many kids are already in the system and you couldn't possibly add to that.

Your thoughts were racing and you just came to the conclusion that you need to make the choice that's best for you.

Some people aren't going to be happy but it's not about them, its about you.

"Spencer, I don't know what to do," you say while trying to hold back your tears. Spencer gives you a kiss on the forehead.

"Let's just lay out the pros and cons of each choice you have."

You sit up so that you're body is facing Spencer, "if I don't decide to keep it then I'll just have to get an abortion and that'll be that."

"Are you mentally prepared to have one?"

"I guess, I am."

"What about adoption?"

"I don't want to go through an entire pregnancy just to give the kid up."

"Okay so adoption is off the table. What if you keep it?"

"If I keep it. I'll have to go through a pregnancy, which will be double the trauma because you know..."

He lets you continue talking.

"...and if I have it then it wouldn't be yours biologically but if we raised it together, that'll make you the father."

Spencer grabs your hand, "if you decide to keep it then I'll be completely fine with it.

"I hate to admit this but..I don't know if I'll have the same love for it that I have for Kate or Madi. I know its not it's fault but I don't want to end up having some sort of resentment."

"I understand, and that is completely fine."

You take a deep breath and look up at Spencer, "I'm gonna get rid of it."

"I want you to think this through before you make any decison, give it a couple of days and if you come up with the same conclusion then we will do that."

"Okay, baby. Thank you so much," you hug Spencer as tightly as you can.

"Everything is gonna be okay, the day when we can put all of this behind us is gonna be soon," he gives you a tight hug back and a kiss on the back of your head.

"I love you so much."

Spencer leans for a kiss and passionately kisses your lips, pulling your hair in the process.

You pull away from the kiss, "I should, uh, go tuck the kids in."

You get up and walk over to the mirror to wipe your tears and make sure you don't look upset to alarm the kids.

You walk out of the room and go into Kate's room.

She's wearing her carebear pajamas that you were when you were little, "did you brush your teeth?"

"Yup."

"Did you wash your wash?"

"Yup."

"Do you want me to read to you?"

Kate runs over to her bookshelf and pulls out 'The Cat In The Hat.' She loves the book and the movie so much.

"Again? Alright, let's get you in bed."

Kate hops on her bed and you cover her up with the blanket, you open the book and start reading. After the book is over, Kate is already half asleep. You give her a kiss on the forehead and turn off her bedside lamp.

You walk out and leave the door cracked.

You go into the Madi's room, she's already in her bed covered up. You go over and sit by her bed.

"I know things have been hectic but we are going to the therapist and figuring everything out. Tomorrow we can even go shopping for all new things."

"Don't worry, mom. I understand."

"I love you, Madi."

She smiles at that, "I love you too, mom"

You give her a kiss on the forehead and walk out of the room, almost closing the door. "Don't stay up too late."

You close the door and walk into the bedroom.

You close the door and lay down on the bed. You turn around and Spencer spoons you. He moves your hair back and gives you a kiss on the next.

He whispers, "I love you."

You both drift off to sleep..