Spencer X Reader (part 2)

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TW: MENTION OF ABUSE AND SEXUAL ASSAULT

You're so relieved that all of this is over. Scott is getting arrested, he's going to be out of your lives forever.

You turn around and hug Spencer so tightly, it hurts but you maintain the hug for a while. You glance at the clock, it's really late.

You pull from the hug and look over to the kids, they look tired.

You glance around the the team, they all look exhausted. You look over to Hotch, "thank you so much for protecting our family."

Hotch smiles, "you're family means everything to all of us."

You smile back and Hotch tells the team to go home and go to bed. He tells you and Spencer to take a couple of weeks off of work.

You knew that when you get back to work, you're gonna be doing desk work if you're sprained wrist doesn't heal.

You don't want to take time off of work but you need an evaluation with a therapist and you need to spend time with your family. As well as focus on Madi's therapy.

You were exhausted and all you wanted to do was sleep.

The team walks to the elevator together and as it reaches the first floor, you all clear out and go your separate ways.

You and Spencer walk side by side with the kids walking in front of you. You make your way to the car, Spencer gets in the driver's seat and you help Kate get into her car seat.

You make sure Madi is buckled before getting in the passenger seat, Spencer had already started the car.

Spencer drives to the house where Madi gets out of the car and helps Kate out of her car seat. They go into the house. You told Madi that you would be inside in a minute.

You and Spencer sit in silence for second.

"I'm so sorry," you look at Spencer with your eyes welling up with tears.

Spencer puts his hand on yours, "you have nothing to be sorry about. Everything will go back to normal."

"God, I hope so. I hope the kids are doing okay."

"We'll all be fine. But you should talk to someone about everything. You have been through so much because of him and you've never really talked about it."

You turn to look at Spencer.

There were many reasons you didn't ever talk about Scott. Whenever anything bad would happen, you would just repress the memory so that it was easily for you to get over.

Everything that you and Spencer had been through since you were together was just repressed.

You rarely even thought about Scott the past 10 years because it was easier not to.

You give Spencer a sad look.

You knew talking about it would bring everything back but he would be there for you through it.

"I can talk about it," you nod, "if you want me to."

"I know this hurts but I'm here for you."

You gulp then decide to start talking from the beginning, "I met Scott at a party in college."

Spencer just looks at you as you continue to talk.

"We knew each other for years before we started officially dating. We moved in together not too long after but thats when he changed."

Spencer reaches over to touch your hand, you grab it as you continue.

"He was so nice and always took care of but but then he started by just yelling at me for anything then he started hitting me."

This is very hard for you but you continue, "but it wasn't just physical, he would do anything to make sure that I thought I was in the wrong. He would make me feel crazy and wouldn't let me leave, no matter how hard I tried."

You take a deep breath.

"I remember one time we were in the car after he had taken me out for my birthday and I thought 'maybe things are going to change' but they never did," as you finish that sentence you burst into tears.

(this is based on a true story😎)

You put your hands on your face and Spencer leans over to hug you. He rubs your arm and gives you a kiss on the forehead, "you're safe with me."

Spencer always made you feel safe. You felt a little better after you talked about it, like a weight have been lifted.

You pull away from the hug, you and Spencer look at each other.

Then you suddenly remember what Scott did and said, you never got the answer from Spencer.

"Spencer.."

He raises his eyebrows as if he was answering to his name.

"Did you lie?"

"What? Lie about what?"

"Madi not being yours"

Spencer's face drops.