Spencer X Reader (part 2)

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The heart rate monitor starts beeping fast and he starts flat lining. Spencer's eyes roll back and he goes unconscious.

A bunch of doctor's and nurses walk in. Hotch comes in and moves you out of the room so that you're out of the way. You actually don't know how much more shit you can take.

You sit down in the seat beside the door.

You stare at the ground and start to dissociate a lot, everything fades away. The noise and the commotion, the people around you. Every single thing is just fading away.

You just want everything to stop.

One thing comes after another, you can't get a break.

You're husband is dying in the other room, you're potentially pregnant by the man that tried to kill Spencer twice.

You even potentially have another kid by him too. You watched Spencer almost die, he said goodbye to you. If he dies, you don't know what you'll do.

But you don't expect anything good to come from this situation.

You know that even if everything gets better that something else will happen so you just give up.

You're done.

You are so done with literally everything. You can't even find a way to cry anymore. You just want to be normal, you want to go home with Spencer and cuddle each other.

You want to have a family day with the kids and Spencer. But you know you and Spencer will never be the same.

You know nothing will be the same after this.

You slowly make your back into reality. You look up to see Emily trying to talk to, Rossi and Hotch watching what's going on in the room, and Morgan on the phone.

You hear the commotion of patients, nurses, and doctors walk around the halls.

Morgan gets off of the phone and walk over to Hotch, Emily gets up and joins them.

You make out what he says, "there's someone at the BAY office with a gun. They have JJ and the kids trapped inside a room."

Hotch tells Morgan and Emily to go and sneak up from the side door. Morgan and Emily walk to the exit.

"I CAN'T CATCH A FUCKING BREAK!" you yell as you stand up. You start to follow Emily and Morgan but Hotch stops you.

"I'm staying here with you. We need to talk about this."

"But," you pause for a moment and look at him, "I don't want to be the reason that they die."

"Obviously, Scott has orchestrated a plan with multiple people. If we know him, we know he's going to have every where that you would normally be so he can target Spencer and your kids."

"So the BAU, the house, the hospital."

"Exactly, you're not safe. We need to get you and the kids somewhere safe because we have no clue how many people are helping him."

"He keeps luring me in with things I care about," this man is smart, he knew how exactly to control you.

You should've known it wasn't over at the warehouse.

You're kids are in danger, the love of your life is in danger, you don't really care but you are in danger. You should've killed Scott when you had the chance.

"After Morgan and Emily retrieve them, they are gonna have duplicate car so that they don't follow them to the safe spot."

"What about Spencer?"

"Once he gets situated, we'll take you two to a safe location. We're gonna gonna stakeout your house and make sure no one enters or exits the BAU and the hospital.:

You lean your head back on the wall and take a deep breath. Your mind is so clouded, you just want to shut down.

"I need to know that my kids are okay, I don't know if I could live with myself if they die."

"Morgan will call me, I'll let you know as soon as possible."

Hotch gets up to go talk to Rossi. They stand aside, you assume they are talking about you or something.

You stare blankly at the floor with your hands together in front of your face. You see something out of the corner of your eye.

A man walks around the corner of the hallway and sits beside you, he pulls out a gun and puts it to the side of your head.