Autumn and Sunset

Chapter 2

Chapter 2

I just did not continue my planned excursion because I felt so annoyed. After I left the place earlier I went straight to my apartment. Ibinagsak ko ang aking katawan sa kama para kasing nakaramdam ako ng pagod.

Dapat hindi ko pinapagod ang aking sarili sa mga bagay na wala namang ka-kuwenta kuwenta. I also need to be calm all the time. Maybe when I let myself get angry or stress I have a sudden breakdown. So if necessary I will think or find something that will entertain me and make me happy.

I sighed deeply. I stared at the ceiling when I remembered the man earlier. That jerk! Siya ang may kasalanan kung bakit nararamdaman ko ito ngayon! Ang sama-sama ng ugali niya! Sarap niya sagasaan ng 10 wheeler truck! Suddenly my phone rang. I reached for it on the side table and answered the caller.

"Sunset!!!!!!!" a loud scream from the other line.

Suddenly I sat down.

"Brel!" masaya kong banggit sa pangalan ng kaibigan.

"How are you Sunny? I miss you soooo much. Do you already have a boyfriend? How is your love life? Eh, 'yong suwail mong pinsan?"

He asked one question after another.

"Pwede bang isa-isahin mo lang ang pagtatanong. I'm okay, I'm still alive and breathing somehow. I miss you too. About your question regarding boyfriend and love life. I'm not interested in that. Levi is currently in Russia. "

I heard him gasp on the other line.

"Your cousin is really getting into my nerves! How many times have I told him not to leave you alone. Kailan pa siya umalis?"

I think he's been there for almost two months. "I replied.

"That one is really stupid. He knows your situation right. Tsk!"

"Gabriella Yvette Dimenson. I'm fine. You don't have to worry." I calmed her down.

"Sunset Ysabella Olivares. Don't be complacent. We don't know when that will trigger again, but I'm hoping that won't happen."

"Did you just call for that?"

"Tanga hindi no! I'm going home tomorrow. Pick me up at the airport." he said laughing.

"Anong oras ba lalanding ang eroplanong sasakyan mo?"

"The landing is still at 12:30 PM. Gusto sana kitang surpresahin kaso huwag nalang baka ano pa ang mangyari sayo."

"Tanga ka rin! A few years had passed! I'm sure my illness has healed too."

"Oo na, oo na. That's what you always say. I'll hang up now. I need to packed up my things. Bye! See you tomorrow. Love you." pagpapaalam nito.

"Love you too." I just answered and dropped the call.

Bumalik ulit ako sa pagkakahiga. Minsan napapaisip at napapatanong ako. Why did this happened to me? Bakit ako? I know no one can answer those questions.
Ang tanging sinasabi ko na lang sa aking sa sarili ay ipaubaya na lang sa Diyos ang kung anumang plano niya para sa akin. Everything happens for a reason.

I once lost hope. I once blamed Him. I know I made a big mistake. Kaya naman sobra din ang pagsisisi ko. Nang ma-realized ko ang lahat ay mas lalo pa akong tumatag. Ginagawa ko ang lahat para hindi mawalan ng pag-asa. Ginagawa ko ang lahat para hindi mawalan ng tiwala sa kaniya.

Nabubuhay ako sa pamamagitan ng buhay na ipinahiram sa akin ng Poong Maykapal. Nabubuhay ako para sa aking sarili. Nabubuhay ako para sa mga taong mahalaga sa akin. Nabubuhay ako para sa mga taong lumalaban para sa kanilang buhay. Like me, I struggle to survive.