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(Flash forward)(3 Months later) (Zonniques diary)

Zonnique Pov:

Dear Diary,

Ive gotten stronger since i last wrote. Ha 2 years already have gone by. 2 years and 3 months 2 days .. Im just kidding i dont knw Alla tht but i mean Alot has happened.. I now go to Zinkota its a "school" for "Well idk people that are different_ . Guiders teach us how to live to our full potential.. "Every new day is another chance to change your life" is the motto here in zincota.I found out i know some people here from "Tomorrow". Btw thats wht we Block 1's call "The main land". Block 2's call it "Yesterday". Most kids have also lost there family like i have... Its kind of how things are here.. I made a few friends n im starting to get use to things here, but i feel like one second im happy and okay with my life here and the next im back into this idk....Nothingness. I keep thinking of .. What i lost and its like my family being gone is whats keeping me going .. Its whats making me want to keep living for them. And i hope one day .. I ... I dont know . I cant stop putting this on myself. I feel like the more i accept zincota the more i forget .. What once was. I feel like Everytime i say Tommorow... I lose sight and hope of what once was... And its like The more I work the more I feel like somehow they're neglected. I pop a pill and remember the look in there eyes, the last day they saw me..I met this guy named dario. He says that we shouldnt let the guiders tell us how to live our lives and its not fair that we just have to accept this life. He says that when all is said and done. Look at what weve become. N i believe him . He's a good friend. hes helped me alot through this , but its just I just dont know if im just trying to disract myself from whats really bothering me. That im alone. And i just i .. Still dont knw wht i "feel"/ think about tht... I dont want to be missing out / idk giving up .. N i dont knw if i can hold on any longer. To myself. My personality. Everything tht i love / enjoy about my self. Wht if one day i look in the mirror and i ... Am another person. Life is a movie, but there'll never be a sequel. And I'm good with that, as long as I'm peaceful As long as 7 years from now, I'm taking my daughter to preschool. I cherish these days, man, do they go quick Just yesterday, I swear it was '06 two years ago is when i got here. Then i met Dario and ... I wasnt honest about wht i thought about him n "us" till it was to late, Just finished writing . Ttyl

Zonnique

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