How we met

My story

It has been 5 weeks since Tony died and I still can't believe it me and Brayden have been to ourselves most the time I let him socialize with everybody though. As I'm thinking Ondre walks in while I'm playing with Brayden

Brianna-Invincible Tony

Ondre-That's enough

Charli-You did it your okay without him

I ignore them and continue telling Brayden the story

Brianna-And Tony showed up, and he was really happy. And everyone lives forever and it was great the end.

Ondre-ENOUGH

Charli-You can't just deny what happen to Tony

Brianna-I can't hear you

Ondre-She is right Brianna

Brianna-So...Do you wanna play with the toys or....

Charli-You need to expect it

Ondre-TONY IS DEAD

Brianna-I KNOW!!

I start to cry

Brianna-I know....but it's my story okay...in my story he is here and I'm happy....I wanna go see him....Charli can you watch Brayden

Charli-Of course

I get up and get dress into something comfortable and grab my keys and leave once I get to the cemetery I burst into tears I walk towards his gravestone and sit down next to it

Brianna-I miss you a lot. Brayden looks just like you. Tony I can't sleep at night without you there so why...why didn't run away from the light. I told you that I needed you and I still do baby. You did this to me and now I'm going to be an even worse mom then before because I don't have my baby. So Do not.....DO NOT, come into my life if your going to leave don't sit here and tell me you love me just to leave...Okay because I love and every minute we were in that waiting room I was hoping you would stay but you didn't and now I have to do this... alone.....I have to get back home just know I will always love you

I start driving home and once I pull up to the driveway I open my glove department and grab the cigarettes and light it...I have been smoking for awhile but I quit 2 years ago but I started again a couple weeks ago but no one knows. But today is the day I get caught

Ondre-Brianna not again

Brianna-Yes again i'm sorry

Ondre-Brianna you were doing so good

Brianna-I know but....it helps me

Ondre-How Brianna

Brianna-I don't know it just does

Ondre-Well you need to find a new way

Brianna-Okay can I vape

Ondre-2 times a week that is it

Brianna-Okay

You throw all the cigarettes away and go back inside and go straight to the shower so no one smell you

1 Week Later

I found a new way to grief and it is not that great but it helps

Ondre POV

Brianna was out everynight drinking and bring guys home...I was kicked out of my thought when Brianna came home

Brianna POV

I can home a with a guy named...I don't even remember but we get to the house and he starts kissing me I open the door and we continue kissing he takes off my jacket and throws it on the floor we go into the elevator laughing and come out half naked we get to my room....and you know what we did

Ondre POV

Brianna sounded like she was having fun but once it finally quiet down I went into the room

Ondre-Brianna can we talk

Brianna POV

The guy is eat me out under the blanket when Ondre comes in

Ondre-Brianna can we talk

Brianna-*moans* About

Ondre-Are you....

Brianna-Yea but I mean it's whatever what's up

Ondre-What's gotten into you

Brianna-Listen Ondre you told me to stop smoking so I did now this is how I grief...I have sex with people who remind me of Tony

Ondre-Brianna

Brianna-Fuck...um if you wanna keep talking can we do it later

Ondre-No Brianna

Brianna-Fine...um what's your name again

Guy-Thomas

Brianna-Thomas you gotta go um...don't forget your clothes in the elevator

Thomas-Alright

Brianna-I'll call you

He leaves and I move to Tony's side of the bed and Ondre lays next to me while I put on one of Tony's sweaters

Ondre-You still wear his sweaters

Brianna-Yea only when I go to sleep and when I visit

Ondre-Oh

Brianna-I miss him ya know....I can't even look at Brayden without cry because he looks so much like him.....does that make me a bad mom

Ondre-No not at all

Brianna-Good....I sleep on his side of the bed because I can feel that he is here next to me....I would usually cry all night and not sleep but now I do....Ondre can you do me a favor and don't forget him

Ondre-Could I forget him

Brianna-I forgot my mom until the day I told Tony about her...I forgot her because I did not show any emotion when she died...because I didn't care until I realized she was really gone but I never cried I never broke anything....What I'm saying is the if you don't show emotion you might forget I just don't want to you to forget Ondre

Ondre-Brianna I cry everymorning just wishing I could have said goodbye...I just don't show that I cry each morning because I need to be strong for you because if we both are falling apart then who would help the other

Brianna-Your right....I'm sorry I have been holding off the DNA test thing..You probably wanna know if Brayden is yours 

Ondre-I do but I also don't wanna know

Brianna-Why

Ondre-Because we all he is Tony's

Brianna-Your right.....I wanna know why he didn't run away from the light...because I could have easily let go when I was out cold but I didn't because Dr.Smith was telling me that Tony needed me but when I needed him he didn't wanna stay...Ondre am I that bad

Ondre-No not at all

Brianna-Thanks

You guys look into eachothers eyes and kiss and things escalated

A/N You guys like where this is going....No Okay