| FIFTY SHADES OF BTS | re-writing

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Jungkook POV

*alarm ringing*

An early morning, 8 am. 

 "Jimin will be taking Jungkook to therapy today, so we have the house to ourselves. I'll let you know when the house is empty" NamJoon says as he heads out to his office.

 I rolled  in as I heard NamJoon talking. Seeing Jimin heading downstairs not saying a word.

"Good morning" Jimin said as he passed by

"Morning" as I struggled again to get inside the elevator, Jimin stopped for a min and turned around and helped me in.

 "Thanks" I said awkwardly.

40 mins later

"Okay Jungkook we are going to try stretches first okay? to help those nerves in your legs to activate little by little alright?"

This is so hard, I'm tired. I never thought one day I would feel weak, powerless. I will never dance, run or do any other sports. I hate this.

I looked at the pool and had the sudden urge to swim. I know how to swim...I technically don't need my feet right? who cares I'm Jungkook.

"Sir. can we practice in the pool?" I said pointing at the water.

 "Sure, just let me get the equipment. Stay here" He said as he ran off. 

Ugh I want to swim, I'll buy us some time and let me help myself.

Jimin POV

As I sat on the chair far from Jungkook. I noticed the trainer had ran off for some reason and left Jungkook alone by the water. As I was about to head to the vending machine for grab a drink, I heard a sudden loud splash. I ran check on Jungkook, When I got to the pool I saw Jungkook failing to get back up in the surface.

I jumped in the water and grabbed Jungkook and pulled him back to safety. "Jungkook!!!! Jungkook!!" I said starting to proceed CPR.

 After a few pushes he spit out the water and dried him off. "What the hell asshole" I said helping him up to the wheelchair.

 "Leave me alone I can do this myself." he said as he struggled to get on the chair but failed and fell hard on the ground. 

"You always say you that and you never can" I said giving him a hand. 

The trainer came back seeing Jungkook wet and shivering. "WHY DID YOU LEAVE HIM ALONE?" I said yelling at him.

 "Sir I went to get our special equipment for his training on water" He said giving Jungkook a towel. "Leave it. I wanna go home. Let's go" He said as he rolled away.

As I got him in the car, he started to ignore me like if all of it was my fault. "Yah. What's your fucking deal" I said turning back to him.

 "Leave me alone" he said as he laid back.

 "No . Talk to me. I know you lost your memory, but I don't remember the Jungkook being an asshole to someone who is only trying to fucking help you. Why don't you talk to me...I miss you so much. I can't fucking sleep anymore. You won't talk to me and treat me like if I was nothing to you." I said wiping my tear.

 "He's gone. And You are nothing to me." He said without hesitation.  "Well you can take your ass home, I am walking home. " I said and slammed the car door and walked away.

Jungkook POV

"Well you can take your ass home, I am walking home" He said as he walked away.

 I stayed in the car looking like an idiot. I grabbed my phone to call Hoseok but as soon as I was going to grab it, "A fuck." It fell underneath the passenger seat and struggled to get it. But a few moments later Jimin came back with a cigarette on his hand and proceeded to drive.

 "So you smoke now? wow" I said scoffing.

It was a long awkward raging 40 min drive and we got home. I was curious who NamJoon brought home so I rushed to see before they leave. But Jimin walked away. 

"What" He said looking at me as he turned around. I looked around and then myself.

"I thought you don't need me?" He said as he proceeded to walk away.

 "Fuck it I don't need you" I said as I slowly started to walked down the car, for a few moments I was doing it. Very slowly but I was doing it until my arms couldn't bear it and my crutches snapped. Jimin didn't hesitate to help me, and got me to my chair.

 "maybe if you were not smoking... I would've not of fell down" I said rolling away until Jimin harshly spun me to his direction.

"Now tell me. " he said as he leaned on my arm rest of the wheelchair . I felt his face into mine, standing face to face. My eyes were into his, my heart began to pump faster than Yoongi's rap verses.

"Tell you what" I said pushing away

"Why.are.you.being.an.asshole" He said pushing me back. At this moment Jimin got me mesmerized, I couldn't move in anymore. My face was turning red, "Because" I said finally rolling my chair on his toes. 

"OUCH. YA!" He said grabbing his foot. "To me, you are meaningless. If we did had something before I lost my memory, thank god I forgot about it." I said and rolled away.

Jimin POV

" To me, you are meaningless. If we did had something before I lost my memory, thank god I forgot about it."

I sat there in my room and replayed the same words that Jungkook said in my head. He's never going to gain it back. Maybe he really is gone, but I don't get it. The doctor said he was going to regain it. But who am I kidding, you never know, it could take years. 

I grabbed my secret box from my closet and sat down on the floor looking at the pictures that Jungkook and I took on our first date. And the secret love letters he would write to me every day.

Flashback.

*Knock Knock*

"Jungko-" I said as I saw an envelope being pushed through my door.

I opened the door to maybe seeing Jungkook waiting outside but the only thing I saw was his door bring closed behind him and Yoongi eating a lamb kabob passing by my door.

"mm..what. you never seen a man eat before?" He said as he rolled his eyes and locked the door behind him to his room.

I closed my door and laughed and proceeded to read the letter.

"Jimin-ssi" The first word I read, This man won't stop.

"Jimin-ssi, you're so handsome, I can't stop thinking about you. It's like you are living in my head and everything that I love about you and the things that you do just plays in my head. I also won't forget the cute things you say to me everyday. Gosh I love you, I can't stop saying that. I love you so much I cannot find the right words to describe it but I think you already get the point, love Jungkook-ssi"

End of Flashback

Is it really time to move on for good?