Chapter 1

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Hi! Before I start of with the story here are a few things I would like yall to know!

Font for midoriyas thoughts

Time skips/or smth like that hehe

POVS, Sound effects (lmao) or a/n :)

Midoriyas Voices lol

Okay Lets get started!
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September 01, 2020
Izuku Midoriya

RING RING RING
RING RING RING
RING RING RING

ugh, whats alarming at a time like this? Midoriya looks at the alarm and sees the date. "Oh right, I forgot its a Monday and that I live in a dorm..." Izuku chuckles a bit turns his alarm off and starts to get ready. Its a new month, I hope everything gets better i guess. Izuku makes his way to the bathroom and takes a shower. I wonder what could happen today. Would we be doing quirk practice? eh, still will be as horrible as ever. Die. What was that? You are useless. You are a deku. Is it coming back again. Yes. No. Yes. no no no no. Not again. NO! Midoriya Comes back from his mind and starts panting. "Not again.. its coming back" He says teary-eyed. After calming down in the shower for a few minutes, he gets out to dress. KNOCK KNOCK. "OI DEKU, GET YOUR ASS OUT HERE ITS TIME FOR BREAKFAST YOU SHITTY NERD." Kacchan says angrily. He's right, Youre so shitty. You dont deserve ANYTHING. STOP! no. get away, please! "OI WHAT DID YOU SAY? YOU KEEP MUMBLING SHIT AGAIN." "A-ah. It's nothing, Kacchan! I just said I'm coming down in a bit!" Izuku stutters. Heh, cant even talk right. Whats the point of you being here, Deku? N-no i... actually, youre kind of right. I know I am. Just Swan dive off a roof and you'll fix everyones problems in an instant. Maybe I really should... "A-ah! I forgot about class a-and still need to eat my b"-breakfast.." Okay.. smile now Izuku.. Everything will be- NOT FINE JUST DIE! NO! EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE. R-right? Midoriya shakes his head grabs his backpack and goes down to the lounge.

  As Midoriya goes to the lounge, thoughts keep bringing him down. Shitty deku, you shouldve just died when you had the chance. W-what are you saying? Stop with this bullshit. You know youre useless just admit it. I-i... I dont know what to feel about that. Oh ill tell you what to feel! FEEL USELESS, DEKU. Nobody wants you here. Please, do everybody a favor and dive of a roof, a bridge, jump infront of a train for all I care. Nobody wants or need you here. B-but I have f-friends? Uraraka, Iida, T-todoroki? Ha, clueless as ever.. Theyre only with you because they pity you. Youre just annoying them by taking their time just to be with you. Die. I-i.. Izuku starts crying as he thinks about all  his thoughts whether he should die or not. "Midoriya?"...


TO BE CONTINUED :)




hai! This is my second book- lmao I wanted to make a diff book and like omg im only on my 3rd chapter on the karmagisa book but I feel like yall dont like it TvT. anywayysss, hope you enjoyed this one and see u in the next chapter!

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549 words (including a/n) damn its so short im sorry-














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