Wrecked Series #1: Opposite Trail [On-going]

Prologue

Whooho! Party, party! ang ha-hyper ng mga pinsan ko na parang kakalabas lang sa mga lungga nila. Kung sabagay ngayon palang kami nakapagliwaliw magmula nong maging ganap na Architect narin ang bunso naming pinsan na si Sassy.

Staring at the dim lights makes me feel okay...well, atleast it makes me feel that way.

The dance floor is filled with cigarette smokes. Girls in their high waisted shorts and sexy tops grinning with every boys they dance with are everywhere. Napangiwi nalang ako sa kung gaano ka lalandi ng mga higad ngayon. "My gosh! Kaya dumadami ang cases ng teenage pregnancy ngayon eh,"

"Hey, why so serious naman this girl," my cousin Lauris said that while annoying me with those fucking feather poking it in my ears. " Ano ba!, could you please stop that you freaki'n silly boy baka matadyakan na kita, gagong toh!"

"Are you still not over him?" I was taken a back by his sudden question.

"What do you think?" I uttered without gazing at him.

"You're not yet okay. One year na nakalipas pero ganyan ka pa din ibang klase din talaga epekto ng mukong na yun." ani Lauris.

"I'll just find Sassy pwede ikaw na muna magbantay dito?" paglilihis ko ng usapan. He just nodded as a sign of approval.

Palinga-linga ako sa gitna ng dance floor kahit nahihilo sa iba'-ibang kulay ng ilaw na tumatama sa mata ko. Bahala na si Lauris na maghintay sa mga in-order namin. Argh! kanina pa ko naghahanap pero d ko padin makita yung batang pasaway na 'yon! Damn you Sasiana Ysabelle Samson!

Mga 10 minutes na siguro ang itinagal ko sa kakahanap sa kiti-kiti kung pinsan na kung saan-saan lang napapadpad. Dire-diretso lang ako ng lakad hanggang sa may naaninag akong... Oh fuck you little brat! She's freaki'n kissing a random guy!
At dahil ayoko naman maging disturbo bumalik nalang ako sa table namin ng nagmamadali.

I quickly sat on my sit and bingo! My eyes twinkled when I saw my favorite. "Jack Daniels" arghh heaven. Five minutes and my cousins came back. Sinamahan nila ko. I don't know but for some reason I wanna get wasted. Just for tonight. Just this night. To fully removed him from my fucki'n system. I want to forget him. I want to erase him. All of him.

"Ano ba sis mag smile ka naman oh! Let's enjoy! You wanna get wasted? C'mon girl the night is too young stop reminiscing bad memories with that asshole." ani ate Pearl. I just smile  to assure her that I'm okay. A li'l bit I guess.

"Oo nga ate Cass one year na yan ah d ka paden nakaka move on don? Grabeeee, sabagay mahirap din madaling kalimutan ang ganung klaseng hottie" sabay tawa na parang nang aasar pa!

Hottie daw amp!

Actually hindi naman ako tumitingin sa physical appearance eh, I am attracted to intellectual people. To be precise, I like a man with principles and unimaginable ideas. I really find it sexy when I  am intimidated and outsmarted by someone. When I am being taught, especially to things I lack knowledge of, with no hint of belittlement. Imagine someone explaining something to you with gentleness and intellect in his voice. Very attractive. So attractive.

Of all the men I've met, he's the only one who introduced me to God. Do the stuffs that a true man does. He also got the sense of humour that every girls wants from a guy. Back then, we're way too perfect, back then. I just... I just don't know why? Hindi ko alam kung paano at bakit? Madaming tanong sa isip ko na gusto kung masagot pero paano ko malalaman ang sagot kung siya ang kailangan para masagot? I don't wanna go near him. Hindi ko pa kaya.