SMILE (Loki X reader)

quiet silence and blood test

Y/N's POV:

Nat had walked in and I stopped playing. My eyes wandering from the guitar up to her eyes. I nodded like I said hello. I looked back at the guitar and started to pluck some strings whilst focusing on her words.

"Hey kid, so you probably heard that's Loki's coming back late tomorrow afternoon" she said as she found her way to the egde of my bed, as I was sitting on the only chair in the room except for the beanbag. Beanbags are hard to get off so I understood why.

I nodded and hummed in agreement.

"I'm wondering if you wanna come with to pick him up and we could grab something and talk on the way there" she was smiling as I looked up at her. Her ginger hair made the green in her eyes stand out.

I weakly smiled and it slipped away. I shook my head in disagreement. I looked back down at the guitar to see my fingers still plucking the strings.

She sighed and stood up "come find me if you change your mind" she turned and left the room.

I had placed the guitar back in its stand and I walked over to my bed. I turned around and fell backwards on it like someone after a long tiring day.

I lazily got up and went to the wardrobe and changed into black pajamas. I slumped into the bed and covered myself with the big duvet.

I tried resting but unfortunately i couldn't. It was 1am and it was too late to get all the hours I need for school. I had given up and went to the kitchen and grabbed a drink of water.

I was sitting, legs crossed on the countertop, drinking the cold liquid. I heard nat and Steve talking, more like arguing from across the room. This time I didn't need to move to hear the conversation.

I was planted in the corner of the kitchen, in the dark. I could see them but they couldn't see me as my pajamas were black.

"Steve, she's not going to trust any fucking one if she finds out" Nat implied with an angry tone that didn't even sound like her. Steve was facing his back to her with his hands on his head.

"Guess what? She will one way or another" Steve snapped back turning round to her.

Nat breathed in and sighed "look Steve, even if she still trusts us, I bet she won't, she won't take this the best way possible"

Steve looked at Nat deeply "Natasha, Y/N will know that one of us has looked into her history, remember me and Thor had taken a blood sample of her today when she had her head cut and found out she's a surturdöttir and her mother, who was a frost giant, died at child birth. It was our only chance."

My eyes widened and luckily I didn't choke on the water I was drinking. 'They took my blood as a sample without me asking... the fuck!?' I started to tear up and tears dropped and rolled down my face.

"That's exactly why!" nat sighed

"Look Romanov! She will gain trust in us again after finding out" Steve shouted under his breath "don't get your knives in a twist!"

Nat slapped Steve round the face and she walked away and she stopped at the door near me "ask her for yourself, she's in the corner"

Nat turned the light on and looked at Steve them me, who was sitting on the counter biting the glass and crying quietly. She walked over to me. I slipped away before she came close and I dropped the glass making it shatter.

Steve put his arm to try and call me back, but I didn't and he put his arm back down in frustration. He put his finger and thumb on the bridge of his nose sighing loudly.