𝐟𝐚𝐦𝐨𝐮𝐬, 𝐣𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐧 𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐥𝐞𝐫

𝟷𝟻.

Nailea sat at her desk, tapping her pencil over and over. She is trying to write her feelings out, as she read on internet that writing feelings can help you feel more relaxed. Yet she was getting more stressed by the second, since she had 0 idea what she was feeling.

Hurt. Upset. Overwhelmed. All good words to describe her feelings. But nothing she could write about.

She threw her head back. letting out a groan before snapping her pencil in half out of frustration. Throwing the two jagged pieces in the trash, and throwing the, now crumpled, piece of paper in behind it.

She let out another side before hopelessly texting Jaden again.

imessages with
Jae<3

Nailea
hey jae, its Nailea again. Please just let me explain the situation!!
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Nailea let out a sigh, noticing the tears that have been forming in her eyes. She couldn't help but break down at the thought of Jaden. And Emma.

Selfish.

Was she really being selfish?

And why was everything falling apart so fast. Just this morning she was blushing at the thought of Jaden. Now shes crying.

Maybe Jaden wasn't worth it all. Maybe she just needed her and herself only. Maybe Emma was wrong. All she needed was to focus on herself, not put herself in front if everyone. Or maybe, just maybe, Jaden was her savior.

But for now, Nailea sat on her bed, crying her eyes out with the faint sound of "Mr. Loverman" playing in the background.

"I'm Mr. Loverman, and I need my loverman" She whispered to herself feeling the tears hit her chest.

"Fuck" She mumbled wiping her tears away.

She really didnt understand her life. It was all going so well. Then she met Jaden, she thought Jaden would change her life. And he did, for the worse.

So now here she was, crying herself to sleep each night. She is supposed to be the "happy" friend. the one who is always there for others. The one who puts everyone before herself. And here she is, crying over a tiktok boy.

Can you imagine that, an A-list celebrity crying over a stupid tiktok boy.

Unbelievable.

So wanna know what Nailea did, she hopped out of bed at 2 in the morning, and got in her car. Driving to her safe space with the small sounds of "The Neighborhood" playing in the background.

She finally reached the one place where she felt safe.

The Colorado State bridge.

Which also happens to be Jadens, but she didnt know that. The more she thought about Jaden, the more she realized that she did not know him in the slightest. Yeah, they may have shared a few minor details. But they never shared the major ones.

Believing in soulmates. Love at first sight. Careers for when they're older and fame has died down a bit. Their safe spaces. Music preferences. The bigger things that no one really talked about till they were serious.

So maybe the whole relationship with Jaden, really was just to good to be true.

a/n: I'm going to apologize in advance to the people who are impatient with Nailea and Jaden lol. Yall are in for a ride😳