Intoxicated

Brutally Honest

The soft mellow sweetness Anna gave off when she saw Josh made him smile. Everything about her just seemed like happiness. Josh thought that maybe today, seeing her would bring him some joy and fun that he longed for in life for the past few weeks.

He felt to his bone that he deserved some fun, "Hey, Anna." Josh said gripping the letter in his side pocket.

"Josh, babe, I missed you so much it's unreal, but I want to ask you something hun..." she said while holding his hand walking him into her room.

"I have something to confess." He said and pulled his hands out of hers. Anna got angry and lashed out.

"I really don't want to know why you are being a pussy, you can be a man in the sheets but a pussy on the streets? That makes no sense!" Anna started off, staring at him in anger.

"Where did that come from?" he said.

"It came from the fact that it has been weeks since I have heard from you, you ask me for favors and claim you love me and avoid me? Why?" she continued gritting her teeth. "What are you going to do with the note Mel left?"

"You know about that?"

Anna stared at him in amazement ."Yes, I do, she said she was just going to leave a note, that is yours and that's it, she told me nothing more... so what did she say?"

Talking and thinking made Josh feel so overwhelmed.

Maybe my existence is so overrated, and I am such a bitch, if I just held my ground and didn't take Chris to her, he would still be alive, he thought.

"What is your problem Anna! Is it the no sex?" he asked as he stepped back from her.

Feeling heart broken, she started crying and tearing down all the clues and hints she had on her wall. Breaking all the glass picture frames and breaking her lamp.

"I am sorry, I always allow myself to fall back for you, hoping that we could just be a normal couple, but you are not mine anymore Anna! We just outgrew the love we had" he said, as he clenched his fist trying not to burst into tears.

She turned around and played the music, closed her eyes and dance all around him. Taking his hands into hers, "You just need to relax, I was supposed to be mad, not you." She said as she embraced him from behind and bit his ear lobe and kissed his neck. She kicked the door shut.

"Anna, I can't have sex with you, especially on your princess Ariel looking bed, come on!" He exclaimed.

"Please just give this to me and after you can leave, guilt free, still sponsored and happy." She said calmly.

"Anna, look how low you have gotten, when you get in touch with the sweet Anna that I knew, then talk to me. Other than that, stay away from me. Got that?"

"You make everything about emotions and money, no logics, no forgiveness. Anna, I am so stressed, and I don't need the person who is supposed to be making me happy, stressing me the fuck out too."

Her red matte lipstick and eyeliner running down her face along with her messy bun, made her look like a beaten prostitute

"Meeting you and knowing the same people that are your friends, was the most toxic thing the world could do to anyone, nothing but misfortune and death and ideas that money rules it all. Fuck you and that."

"Josh.." she said under her breath. "I am stretching my arms out but you're moving further away, how am I supposed to reach to you? She sobbed.

"By not trying to have sex with me! What do I look like, some sex toy? I have feelings too. Call me a pussy if you want." He said shaking his head.

She pulled her chair out and just sat there in distraught.

"Okay, leave." She said in a soft tone.

Seeing her in that state of sadness, made him want to just hug her but his anger and pride said no to that.

"Okay." he muffled under his breath then took his leave.

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