Jahseh was just laying in the bed.
"You okay?" I asked
"Me head hurts" he grunts. I gave him some Tylenol and a water bottle. He took it and drank the water.
"Baby lay with me" he whined
"No Jahseh. I don't wanna be in bed" I laughed
Can't relate 😭
"Please baby" he whined. I sighed and laid in the bed with him. We had a conversation until he fell asleep on me.
•••
I had a doctors appointment and they prescribed me these pills. I was taking the pills when I seen Jahseh shoot up from the bed in the mirror.
"The fuck are you doing?" He questioned
"Taking these pills they prescribed me" I answered
"No no no no no no no" he said rushing into the bathroom. He grabbed my neck and shoved two of his fingers down my throat making me gag. Nothing came up so he did it again. I started coughing. He did it again and the pills came up as a white creamy consistency. He then pulled me in for a hug.
"Sorry baby. I hate that I had to do that but I'm not finna sit up here and let you take some random ass pills that you don't even need" he apologizes. I just nod my head. He took the bottle of pills and dumped them in the toilet. He flushed them down and threw the bottle in the trash.
•••
Jahseh and I were watching a movie when he went downstairs to get some food. He came back with some snacks.
"You hungry?" He questioned. I shook my head.
"When's the last time you ate?" He asked
"Yesterday" I answered
"Yesterday? What the fuck Y/n. It's damn near 10:00 at night and you haven't ate since yesterday" he spat. I just stayed quiet.
"Eat some-" I cut him off
"Can you shut up. You're talking too much" I said with attitude
"I'm tryna fuckin help you live. You need fuckin food to live dumbfuck" he spat
"Maybe I don't wanna live" I mumbled realizing how bad it sounded when it came out. He turned my head by my chin. He looked deep into my eyes.
"Don't say that" he says calmly
