I was at the store and ran into my alcoholic psychotic dad. He tried to get me to forgive him for traumatizing me my whole childhood. I wouldn't forgive him. He then grabbed me by my neck and pushed my against the wall. I slapped him, making him let go. He then pushed me so I hit my arm hard on the shelf. I hissed in pain. He then walked off satisfied that I was in pain. I bought everything and drove home. My vision became blurry because tears were threatening to leave my eyes. I made it home. I took the groceries to the kitchen. Jahseh was in the kitchen but I quickly blinked my tears away. He greeted me but noticed something was wrong.
"You okay?" He questioned
"Yeah. Why?" I spoke convincingly
"You look like you wanna cry" he said
"No. I'm good" I lied straight to his face. He nodded his head. I went upstairs and ran to the bathroom. I sat down on the bathroom floor letting all my tears fall.
"Baby where are you?" I heard Jahseh question. I don't answer. He then came in the bathroom.
"Baby what's wrong?" He asked. I continued crying, He came down to my level and lifted my face up so I looked at him.
"Did something happen at the store?" He wiped my tears. I nodded my head. He took my into the room and sat me on the bed.
"What happened?" He spoke
"I r-ram into m-my dad the t-the s-store" I stuttered. Jahseh looked mad now.
"What did he say?" He questioned
"It's not about what he said.....it's about what he did" I cried. Jahseh looked mad and confused.
"What did he do?" He asked. I continued crying.
"Did he put his hands on you baby" he questioned looking in my eyes. I looked away. He turned my head back so I was looking at him.
"Did he?" He looked in my eyes. I nodded my head sobbing. His eyes went dark.
"What the fuck" he spat
"Imma fuck him up" he mumbled
"No. I don't want anything to happen to you" I cried
"You can't think that he gon put his hands on my baby and not expect me to put my hands on him" he said. I continued crying. He then hugged me.
"Where did he touch you?" He questioned.
"He grabbed my neck" I revealed. His eyes traveled to my neck. He furrowed his eyebrows. He pulled down the hoodie. He looked worried and pissed.
"Fuck" he mumbled. He then kissed my neck in the front.
"Anywhere else?" He questioned. I lifted up my sleeve where I hit my arm. It revealed a big bruise.
"Oh my fuckin god bruh" he mumbled. He gently grabbed my arm and kissed the bruise. I went in the bathroom. I looked at my neck seeing a big bruise going all around the front. I started crying at the sight of that. I watched myself cry in the mirror. Jahseh came up to me. He kissed my lips softly. I kissed back.
"I'm sorry I failed you" he apologizes
"You didn't fail me" I spoke
"If I would've gone witchu this wouldn't have happened........it's like I failed to keep you protected" he said looking down. I lifted his head up by his chin.
"Jahseh I hate when you do this. Stop beating yourself up about things you can't control. It's not your fault and nowhere near it" I assured him. He nodded his head.
"Go lay in the bed baby" he said. I did as told. He came in the bed too. He started massaging and giving my booty rubs. I was falling asleep but didn't want to.
"Don't fight sleep baby. Just let it happen. Get some rest" Jahseh spoke. I then dozed off.
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"Baby.......baby wake up......baby" Jahseh woke me up. I fluttered my eyes open. He looked worried.
"You were shaking" he revealed
"Are you okay?" He questioned. I nodded my head. He rubbed my back. I dozed off again.
•••
"Baby.......Y/n.......baby" Jahseh woke me up again. I fluttered my eyes open.
"You're shaking again" he revealed
"I think you should try to stay awake cuz I don't want you shakin like that" he caressed my cheek. I nodded my head. My phone then tweeted. I checked my phone. I got a message from an unknown number.
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