I'm at Jonahs house that he shares with corbyn and eben. they are having a little get together right now and we are playing truth or dare
"okay Tate truth or dare" some girl at the party asked "truth" "who is the best person you have had sex with" "oh easy Jonah" Tate said answering the question "wait what...you had sex with Jonah...my boyfriend Jonah" "yeah...he didn't tell you" I look over at Jonah and he is giving Tate and look as if he is trying to tell her to shut up "I know this is a weird question, but like.. like when what month...how long ago was this" I said stuttering "about two years ago I think in August" "well that's good to know" I said walking away for the group
"y/n wait" "no Jonah I- I don't want to talk to you right now" I said continuing to walk up the stairs "y/n im sorry" he said once we got into his room "sorry is not going to cut it right now" "y/n we- we weren't together" "Jonah we were in the talking faze and I don't know about you but to me the talking faze is your dating with out a label..." "it is" "...and when you asked me to be your girlfriend in September two months after I left to go back home from la, you didn't seem to mention for the last two years my I add, that you had sex with a girl that hangs around your house all the time" "y/n you shouldn't be upset about this, there is no point of getting upset about this nothing ever happened after that. we were drunk and I made a mistake" "don't tell me how I should feel"
there is a long moment of silence "what are you doing on you phone" "ordering an uber" "why...where are you going" I don't answer him "babe...babe...y/n/n...y/n...y/n...y/f/n" "what" "where are you going" "Gabbie's (when she still leaved in California) and please don't follow me". I grab my stuff and my surf board and get in my uber.
a few days later
gabbie and I are at the beach "jack said he is going to come but the boys are going to be with him" gabbie said giving be a sorry look "its okay"
the boys show up and they are all talking but Im just sitting there in silence "are okay y/n" jack asked, I see Jonah look over at me to see what my answer is going to be "im just going to go surf...gabs do you want to go with me" I said running towards the water completely dodging jacks question. "I just wish she would talking to me...this is the longest we have ever gone with out talking" "you did hurt her Jonah" gabbie says while getting up grabbing her board "I didn't mean too" "I know you didn't mean too, but you still did, you just got to give her time" gabbie said running towards the water
"you can't stay out here forever y/n" "why not" I said laughing. It felt good to laugh I haven't done it in awhile. we rode one more wave and went back to where the boys were "we are going to head back to my apartment" gabbie said.
"y/n can I talk to you" Jonah asked "yeah" I whispered. he followed me as I walk to Gabbie's car (he is parked right beside her) "you look tried" he said break the silence between us "I am, I haven't been sleeping" "me neither" he said as I'm strapping my board to the top of Gabbie's car.
"can we sit in my car" I just nodded my head yes. he unlooked his car doors and open the door for me and then he goes to the other side to get in. he again broke the silences between us "it was nice to see you laugh" I kind of laughed under my breath at the thought he was watching me while I was surfing, out of the corner of my eye I see him smile.
"y/n i'm sorry that this happened" "I know you are" "just listen to me please" "Okay" "I am truly sorry that I didn't tell you, I was scared of this...of this happening, I don't know why I didn't tell you, I guess just because of what happened didn't mean anything to me and it still doesn't. all that matter to me is you...having you and all I could think about these last three days is losing you and its scaring me shitless" he finished talking and I was quite for a minute "all I could think about was her still being there or y'all doing thinks again" I said with a tear rolling down my face as i quickly whip it "no hell no nothing happened after you left I went back to my room and have stayed there, today is the first day I have actually left my room"
"what are we y/n" I went silent "we're us" is all I said "together or apart" I shook my head "no...together" I said so fast "well that is good to know" he said smile and I did as well
