"if there is nothing more painful than a painful love.. then go back before even more painful memories remain."
while choosing to wait, you stop yourself from doing anything else.
waiting for someone puts your life at a pause.
.
.
.
if it was you...
"why have i been waking up like this?", you thought to yourself.
you sat up from your bed and suddenly had the urge to vomit, so you rushed to you bathroom.
you've been feeling sick for the past few days already. you weren't really stressing yourself too much, you weren't sleeping late at night anymore, and you took vitamins for the past few days but it doesn't seem like it's working.
plus, this was hindering you from packing your stuffs. you were actually planning to leave earlier.
Woozi's been checking up on you from time to time. you didn't really tell him that you were still kinda sick.
speaking of Woozi, he texted you right on cue.
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: am i... /you brushed off the thought, nah. it can't be... i'm sure it's nothing. but just to be sure, i should head out to go have a check up.
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after driving for at least half an hour, you arrived at the clinic and had a check up. after an hour, you headed home.
you walked inside your home, having all these mixed feelings.
you sat down, "why haven't i noticed sooner?", you thought .
you were laying on the bed staring at the ceiling, wondering what you would do. then suddenly, someone was knocking on your door. you didn't really want any visitors at the moment. you were too caught up to what you're thinking. then you hear your door open.
Woozi: Aera? are you here?
: Jihoon?
Woozi: i've been texting and calling you the whole day, why haven't you picked up? i— /then he noticed you were sobbing. why are you crying?
: /you wiped your tears, this is nothing.
Woozi: Aera. /he sat beside you
: i really don't want to talk about it.
Woozi: i just wanted to know how was the check up. i've been texting and calling you and you weren't picking up. i was worried. i— /he stopped in the middle of his sentence, and noticed the luggage on the corner, don't tell me you're leaving?
