THE COLOR RED

CHAPTER 3

JUDY CARSON P.O.V

December 20, 2011

I wake up with my favorite book in my hands. " Before I met you " The best romance book I've ever read. I looked at the time damn it's already 8! I have to get ready for dinner with my 'boyfriend' so I don't have a choice.

My parents are gonna kill me. I opened my closet and got my red dress out and start taking my pajamas off but suddenly I hear something from outside the window.

I open my window to see...a... drone??? Why is there a drone outside my window? Wait there's something like a file on it I open my window to and take it. on the cover it has my name written in broad letters. I open it to see information about me wait for foster parents? What how do they know about my boyfriend. This is giving me a headache you know what I am just gonna ask them at dinner! Yes! that's what I am going to do! 

At that moment my door opened and in came my 'boyfriend'.

" Why are you not dressed yet, Judy! Do you want to get punished? Get dressed! " He said in a low dangerous tone. 

" Could you go outside?"I speak in a low whisper but he heard it.

  " No, I think I am going to stay here and watch you strip. " He said as he locked my door drew my curtains closed.

" Well go on or would you like me to do it for you. " 

I shake my head quickly no and start taking off my shirt and I avoid looking at him

" look at me." He says and I look in his direction to see him touching his penis " Come here. "  he says and I obey him and stand in front of him he grabs my waist and pulls me down to my knees with his penis right in front of me he takes my one hand and starts to caress his penis with my hand " Suck it. " he says I don't dare to move " Suck it. "  He repeats himself but with more authority " N-no," I say in a whisper that I know he heard because he grabbed my neck and made me swallow it until I was gagging and tears blurred my vision. After he was satisfied he let me go and went out of the door. I went into my bathroom started washing my mouth trying to wash out the sins that were committed in there by that disgusting man that I used to love once, trying to wash my mouth that was made dirty by his cum. Just the mere thought of what happened minutes earlier made me want to throw up. 

 But as always I just pretend it never happened so I put my red dress on and go to the dining area  I decided that if what that file said was true I was going to leave and go to New York to the place that it said that I have to go because I need to learn the truth and it can't be worse than what I have endured the past two years so why not right? I sat down next to Finn aka my 'boyfriend' and started eating while my dad, brother, and Finn made conversation until my mother spoke 

" Darling I have exciting news ... you will be marrying Finn" She said with so much joy in her voice if only she knew the truth " What? Why?" I was in no way going to marry him ever they just gave me another reason so I am just going to ask them   " Mom, dad... " I took a deep breath in now or never right? " Am I adopted? " Everyone froze nobody talked they just looked at me their eyes wide as saucers " Darling you we- " My mother tried to say actually correction foster mother before I cut her off " So it's true I am adopted and you never thought to tell me and now you want to make my life decisions are you kidding me? " I said and sat upright and went right into my room locked the door and started packing. I am going to do it I am leaving.