Victorious One shots

All because of one mistake

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⚠️TW⚠️
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Metal Health
Depression, self harming, suicide
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Jades POV

"No Cat if you swallow a watermelon seed you won't grow a watermelon in your stomach," I said annoyed. She reminds me of a four year old.

"Are you sure," She asked worried.

I sighed, "Yes Cat I'm sure,"

Her worried expression quickly turned to into her signature over enthusiastic smile.

"Okay, thank you Jadey. So I was thinking–"

"Robbies coming over and it looks like he wants to play pirates again," I told her cutting her off.

She shrieked and ran off without even looking behind her.

I smirked. I never really knew why she was so scared of...whatever happened but I figured it was something stupid like most of her fears.

I was headed down the rest of the hallway to my locker when I glanced over to Beck.

Kissing another girl.

I couldn't believe it. He actually cheated.

I was standing there frozen. How could I move?

Right in front of me my boyfriend was making out with some other girl. My boyfriend who told me I got jealous to much. Who told me I had nothing to worry about. Who told me he only loves me.

Loved me.

My thoughts were going a million miles per minute when he finally decided to look up.

"Jade," He said trying to come towards me but I just ran the other direction. Tear were spilling down my face but I ran to my car and backed out of the parking space.

I was supposed to give Beck a drive home but that's the least of my worries right now.

I ended up pulling into my empty house. With my mom leaving us a while ago and my dad off on some business trip the house completely abandoned. I was staying at Beck's but there no way I'm going back to him.

I walked through the door and ran straight to my room.

I paced around my room, the warm tears flowing down my face at a rapid rate. I would occasionally throw something if it was in my way or kick it if it was at my feet.

I could see my phones screen lighting up my dark room do to the constant calls and text from Beck but I didn't bother.

Why should I? What could he say to make this better? 'Hey babe sorry I cheated and made all your worst fears come true' ?

I eventually picked up my phone and saw the background picture. It was one I took one night we were together. We were both cuddled up together on the couch while watching 'The Scissoring'

I wish I could back to then, when everything was fine.

I put my finger up to my nose and looked at it to see blood.

I went to my bathroom and grabbed a tissue and tried to stop the bleeding.

Once it finally stopped I looked in the mirror and scoffed at what I saw looking back at me.

Your nothing but pathetic ugly and  fat.

No wonder Beck left you for some other girl.

You should just kill yourself

I got these thoughts a lot but this time it was different.

This time there was no one to tell me otherwise.

Beck's POV

Andre had detention so I had asked to borrow his truck and he agreed.

I immediately got in and started driving to her house. She usually stays at my RV but I know she probably wishes we were on different plants right now, or at least six feet under her, so there is no way she would purposely put ourself in the same 350 feet.

The drive felt like it went on for hours although only really minutes.
I made a mistake I'll admit it. I know I shouldn't have. I love Jade.

I still do.

I pulled up to her house and ran inside, the doors being unlocked. I called out Jades name and getting nervous when I didn't hear anything back.

I obviously don't expect to hear her calling me back to her but at the very least I expect to hear death threats. About how if I don't get out of her house slit my throat with a pair of scissors. But I don't hear that. I hear nothing.

Nothing.

I run up towards her room to see it completely trashed. Then I see the bathroom door open at the slightest.

I peak inside to see my worst fear.

3rd person ( no POV)

Jades body payed there; lifeless.

Her skin paler than it ever should, the mascara dripping down her face due to the crying, and a pool of blood under both of her wrist.

Beck immediately ran to her check for her breath, her pulse, anything; anything to prove that he didn't completely fail her. He knew she was going threw depression. He was the one her got her to stop self harming the first time.  He remembered how they would celebrate after so many days clean. After a week they went and got ice cream, and month he took to go see 'The Scissoring lll'. She was just about to come up on six months clean. And he ruined that for her.

All because of one mistake.

When he realized she wasn't breathing he immediately gave her CPR. Not really knowing what he was doing but just trying to have her come back to him.

He put his arms over her chest and started  pounding on his chest making sure her airways were open.

Don't die on me

He pinched her nose and gave her mouth-to-mouth; trying breathe life into her again.

Please, Jade I need you

He kept doing this desperately trying to bring her back.

I'm sorry I promise I don't mean it

Although he was doing this for a good five minute with no sign of life, he kept going. Ignoring the sign.

Don't go

Finally he stopped once he realized he couldn't help her, couldn't save her.

Once it hit him he felt like the his world had just crumbled beneath him. He finally let out a broken sob letting all the tears he had been holding back go, besides the few that had managed to escape. He broke down holding his dead girlfriend in his arms.

This was his fault and he knew it. He couldn't even try to deny it.

Finally he saw a half-crumpled paper half way across the bathroom. He reached over to grab it and saw Jades handwriting, and words he wished he could unsee.

Was she worth it?

Please vote and comment, I need validation

Also I don't know about CPR and stuff so if it's wrong take it up with Google not me 🤷🏽‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️

I don't feel like writing a whole big A/ n so I'll just leave this right head cause I'm exhausted.

But if any of you need to talk about this subject ( or anything) you can always message me. シ✌︎︎