chapter12 ; confessions

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I watched his gaze drop. "Y/N I...I have something to confess." He said. My heart started beating again, my sadness and anger left and a bit of....hope, came back. "W-What?" I said, he took his warm hands off my face as he put his in his pockets, and turned away. He was biting inside his cheek, trying to find the words. "Y/N, I...I really, Really..." he said taking his hands out, trying to reorganize his thoughts. He looked to be thinking. I grabbed his face and turned it towards me. "Schlatt are you telling.." I said also having a sudden lost for words. Our faces turned a shade of maroon. Suddenly the door burst open as people flooded in. They saw us as squealing came. Photos as we stood there. "Shit..."Schlatt said underneath his breath. "Y/A/N!!!" Said some girls that made it in. "You look so amazing! I love you! Fav Streamer! AAAA SCHLATT ANND Y/A/N?!!?!?" is all we heard from those girls. We chuckled as he backed away from eachother. "Omg that kiss was so beautiful!" One girl said, I chuckled and thanked them. As what Schlatt wanted to really confess disappeared we left the room. We barged through, he picked me up and showed everyone. "Here she is!" He said grinning as I screamed. "AAA WAIT WAIT!" I said as he tossed me up and caught me. I closed my eyes and had my hands wailing as they landed on his shoulders. "You pussy." He said as I stuck out my tongue. We left the con and walked towards the beach, I was getting tired from wearing this dress. We took off our shoes and sat on the sand. "My life has never felt such confusion." I said as he chuckled. "The look on your face was priceless." He seemed to shove that soft side of him away. I smiled, he's gonna need more time and that's alright. I stood up and sat behind him. He was confused. "Wait what are you going to do-" he said as I wrapped my arms around his stomach. "Your the best friend I could've asked for." He smiled softly and laughed. "Your calling me a friend after that kiss? It's more like secret lovers now." He said as I giggled. We made it back to the hotel after an hour at the beach. We changed out of those clothes and made it into our own. "Wedding dresses bring up girls confidence and now I know." I said sitting on the couch next to him. He was responding to tweets and ignored dms. "I feel like I should've not kissed you." He said as I sighed. "Choices are mean."
He smiled and chuckled. "As if, best choice and life moment ever." He said as I laughed. "Clown!" I said pointing at him as he scoffed. "We'll see the clown in some Mario Kart." He said waving the controller. "Oh your on small dick." I said as we played Mario Kart competitively.

Twitch con was amazing. A lot of emotions expressed. I met the girl Carson was talking about, Charlie had a crush and so did Travis but Travis got a girlfriend and so did Ted. Relationships blooming. Except Schlatt and I were meant to be but we are both to afraid. It's been a couple months, Schlatts streaming life went upside down. He stopped streaming and usually appeared on others streams. I understood that and I still kept in touch with him. We still joke about it and really try our best to live out in that Con. I was later then place on a Love or Host, suggested by the man himself. "Love or....Host?" I said confused on the call. He was growing a beard. A nice touch but I liked it when he didn't have it, you could see his reactions better but he seems cold and confused. As it went on he said goodbye to several people. And I felt an old crush bubble up. I chose Love before we began. Down to 4 girls, it was a double elimination. I knew me and Schlatt have been close but knowing myself, he still thinks me of a friend. Turns out he kicked out girls who were supposed to be mean to me. I thought a lot mostly in guilt and embarrassment. I'm going to be kicked and known as a simp. I thought as suddenly the music changed and I opened my eyes. "Hey, wake up Y/N." Said Schlatt. I noticed that it was only me and him. "So it seems that Schlatt choose......Love." I gasped as he chuckled. Turns out we both choose Love. "You both- Y/N was hesitant cause she thought she gonna be removed by Schlatt but it seems that she was wrong!" He said, my face brightened up. I covered my mouth and was blushing hard core. His classic grin came back. "I'm guessing the Tweets were right." The stream ended as I screamed and kicked the air. Holy shit! I'm a 22year old lady and my emotions for Schlatt is alive! Ever since Twitch Con, I doubted his confession was real but 7 months later? I did a victory scream as I got a text from Schlatt. My face was red.

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