An idiot is calling... but he is cute! [YiZhan FF]✔️

-13- Confession

-13- Confession

POV Xiao Zhan

Right now Yibo and his best friends are busy with a discussion about some computer program and I thought I might use the time to make a confession. But you are not allowed to tell Yibo. He shouldn't know yet.

The truth is, I knew Yibo for quite some time. Well, even before he came into our store a few weeks ago. Much longer, actually. Because we went to the same school. But since he is two years older than me, he had never noticed me. He only hung out with the students from his class.

At that time I already thought he was absolutely great and I admired him. How much I wished he would pay attention to me. But except for one thing, he never noticed me.

I had been to the gym. I was standing at the edge of the basketball court when suddenly the ball flew in my direction and hit me on the head. I twisted my ankle while falling to the ground. My ankle hurt so incredibly that I couldn't get up. And then the older students came into the hall. Among them, Yibo.

He saw me sitting there on the floor, whimpering in pain and asked me what happened. Stammering I told him what happened and suddenly he yelled at my classmate, the one who threw the ball in my direction. Then Yibo lifted me up and carried me on his back to the nurse. He left even before I could say thank you.

In fact, Yibo was the first boy I fell in love with. Through him I knew that I was gay. God I imagined so many times back then how it would be if he knew about my feelings. I imagined that I would confess my feelings to him, that he would hug and kiss me and tell me that he feels the same way I do.

I have written hundreds of letters, but not one of them I have ever given him. Only in my dreams did I do that. And before I even found the courage or any way to confess my feelings to him, he had already graduated and went to university.

I always thought that was it now. I never see him again. But it didn't really work out that way. Because years later, when my mother lay dying in the hospital, I saw Yibo again. He was there with his mother, they visited his father.

Yibo didn't even notice me, and he walked right past me. My mom was dying, OK, at that very moment I didn't know it yet, and I only had eyes for Yibo. A few times he looked in my direction, but not at me. And at that time I only thought if he recognized me, he would have greeted me. I decided not to let the feelings for him happen again.

Then I had my boyfriend, the doctor. I probably only got involved with him to distract myself from my mother's death and also to finally forget Yibo. How long do I want to be unhappily in love?

The relationship with the doctor went really well in the beginning and I felt comfortable with him. I could be with him as I am. But then he suddenly began to become extremely possessive, he was constantly jealous of everything and everyone and even sold his cat because he couldn't bear it if I paid attention to her and not to him. And when he started to want to patronize me as well. Then I knew that there must be an end with him and me.

I like strong men who know what they want and make it clear. I also like when a man who loves me, who is a bit possessive, or jealous. But just a little bit. But I hate it when someone tries to tell me what to do and what not to do.

Then about half a year ago I was with my brother in the city center. We were standing at a stand-up snack and were drinking water when Yibo passed us. I just had to see him and the old feelings for him came back immediately.

I suddenly had very soft knees, my hands were shaking, my heart was racing like crazy and I actually had to squat down because my knees gave way. My brother yelled at me worried about what was wrong with me and whether I needed a doctor.

But I shook my head and told him that it was Wang Yibo and that he was my first love, but that it was always unrequited because he hadn't noticed me.

My brother then asked me: "Wang Yibo? He was that talented and top student you had a crush on?" I nodded desperately. Then my brother said: "I know him. Or well, not him, but his best friends."

I asked him from where and how that came, and he said he had contact with them because they were students at his university and volunteered to help the young students from time to time. Cheng often wrote mails with them, at some point they talked on the phone and when they were in town they met with Cheng and waited for Yibo.

"Should I ask them if they' II help to bring you two together?" Cheng wanted to know.

I immediately blushed and shook my head. "He doesn't even see me. So no."

"But you've changed a lot since then. I bet he'll be totally crazy about you if he sees you now."

"I said no." I said that, thinking the subject was closed.

Until last week when I took the bus with my brother and fell asleep. At the last stop, the bus driver woke me up and I was totally shocked. My brother was gone, I didn't know where I was, I didn't have any money with me and then it was cold and dark.

I called my brother and yelled at him. I thought it was my brother. Then I noticed that I was being followed and panicked. I ran and ran until I reached a supermarket. I had already called my "brother" twice and tried a third time. I was so panicked that I completely forgot that my brother had changed his cell phone number and some stranger was on the phone.

Until I found out who was on the phone. I was so shocked that I did not know how to react. And when Yibo came to pick me up, I thought I would break away. It was really Wang Yibo and he came to rescue me!

And not only did he drive me home, he even invited me to dinner. I couldn't stop thinking about what it was like at school. He took me to the nurse and disappeared again. But this time he stayed and even smiled. And seeing him smile like that gave me the impetus to keep going and to want to get closer to him.

Everything else were nothing but happy coincidences. But that I called Wang Yibo of all people was absolutely planned by my brother. And Wooseok confessed to me this morning that he and Seungyoun were in cahoots with my brother. After my brother sent them a picture of me, they agreed to help him. They also wanted their best friend to be happy again.

But I had not expected Yibo's parents. I never thought that they would immediately take me into their hearts.

As I sat in the living room with Yibo's father, he looked at me and asked me: "Do you love my son?"

I nodded and said: "Even if you can't imagine it, but I love him since I was 15 years old, but unfortunately he had never noticed me."

"And can you imagine a future with him?"

"Yes, absolutely." I said.

And suddenly Yibo's father grinned and said: "Then let's make sure now that you really have a future together. Just play along and you'll see what your future looks like."

Suddenly he was talking about white flowers for a wedding and the conversation took a course I had not expected. Suddenly, Yibo really knelt before me and proposed. My dream man since I was 15 years old, really proposed to me!

Am I happy? Absolutely! I can't imagine anything more beautiful than marrying this wonderful, handsome, loving, strong, sexy man. Because as it turns out, we are a perfect match. And I will never let him go again! I will stay at his side for the rest of my life.

One day I will tell him the truth, but not today. Today we will spend a nice evening with his best friends, whom I also have taken very much to my heart. These two wonderful best friends he has, who helped me to get together with Yibo, even though they don't know me at all. I will be eternally grateful to them.

Oh damn, those three are looking at me in a strange way. Are they done talking about this computer program yet? "Um, why are you looking at me like that?"

"Yibo was just asking if you are alright because you seemed so absent" Says Wooseok.

"Oh haha. Yes, everything's fine. It couldn't be better." I returned and kissed Yibo on the cheek.

Please don't reveal my secrets until I tell him myself. Wink😉 and smile😁